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I totally hate this kind of complicated feeling right now. :'(

Raffles International College or Swinburne University?

Multimedia Design or Graphic Design?


I just hope anybody out there can help me sort things out.





And yeah, congrats to somebody for getting the job that he always wanted. Heh.

Oh dang! Look what i've done to my blog layout! T__T I was going to change the layout from blogskins and i forgot to save the old one, in the end, all gone! Boohoo!

Anyway i just ended the internship yesterday. Well, the internship supposed to end by the end of April, but i insisted to end now, cuz i'm not going to continue my studies in this college anymore. So, yeah. Very happy about everything so far, not really everything actually.

Well, the boyfriend had applied to become one of the Hitz.fm cruisers. He's now waiting for their confirmation. I'm disappointed actually. Wait. I'm disappointed as in what if he starts his job like, real soon? Because we've planned everything well after his diploma. First, Tokio Hotel's live together, which, i do really hope i could go there with him, seriously hoping. Next, Malacca trip that we've postponed months ago. And third, he promised he'll accompany me to Sarawak there to have a look at the uni. But now, every single thing is like hanging in the mid air now, not knowing what to do and where to go. Sigh. It's not i don't support him, i do really support him on working for Hitz.fm! But i just wanna spend more time with him because i know we can't spend time together like we used to after he start working, and what if i go to Sarawak? Everything's gonna change drastically by then. :'( Now the only thing is hope is, i'll be able to go to the Tokio Hotel live concert with him. Anyway i got a feeling he'll receive a call from the radio station. Duh! FML.

By the way, both of us planned to play a prank on the people in fb by setting our relationship to single. Too bad, not much people believe that. BIG failure. LOL. :((


Oh yeah, i just receive the exemption thing from the Swinburne. I don't understand what they mean but i guess they want me to start from Year 1 Sem 2. Kinda disappointing. Which means, i have to be there for like 3 years. If Swinburne is somewhere in KL or PJ of course i'll accept that happily. But then it's in Sarawak weh. =( I don't feel like leaving KL actually. I love being here. And KL is like my second home already. Wonder what's gonna happen to me that time when i leave. T____T Also, i can't go back home often, cant see mimi, and everything will be so mah fan.:((( Urgh!!
By the way, i can change to multimedia design. Which is making me very complicated now. Imma thinking whether should i switch to multimedia design or stay back at graphic design.
HELP.

Anyway i will be going to Raffles International College tomorrow. Hopefully everything will be darn fine cuz this one is something like The One Academy and i had enough of them already! >( Hopefully they'll accept me. Seriously. T___T Please please please! I beg you, Raffles! Accept meeeee!!!
Don't dare to think much and i don't want to either. So, i'll just let everything for the god to decide then. But i really hope Raffles will accept me lah. T.T


Imma looking for phones now. I mean smart phones! Cuz i wanna change mine already. Now the choices left is Nokia, Blackberry, and HTC. Gah. ;|

Jealousy is a poison. Depression is a poison. As what my aunt told me.


I guess i'm deeply poisoned now.


Where's the cure for this?

:((

Luckily i got my internet back, well, just for the moment. :( Borrowed the broadband from bubie. Can't stand anymore. Life is so freaking boring and miserable without internet! Praying that the lady will get a new router as soon as possible! Like, tomorrow? Gosh, hope so! :S

First and foremost, congratulations to bubie for getting your diploma. :) Knew you can do it. Imma always proud of you. ;)

Secondly, guess what. I'VE WON TICKETS TO TOKIO HOTEL'S LIVE!!! Zomgggg!! I still can't believe this! Few years ago, i started to fall in love with their music and hoping that one day they will come to malaysia, and i thought that's impossible. Who knows, few years later, on a random afternoon, heard the news from the radio station saying that they will come to malaysia. I was like in a total shock that time and seriously hoping to go to their concert so badly, which is on the 1st of May, at One Utama! Well, should i say i'm lucky still? It's soooo freaking near from where i stay!! XDDD Thank god i haven't buy the tickets from the TM, which costs  rm100 over for one package with all those shit stuffs just for the tickets. Now, i can save up the money. Heehee.. :) Though can't win the passes to meet the boys in person *sobs*.. It will be absolutely perfecto if i win that as well. Awww..

This had made my day. Err, half of the day, i should say. Cuz the stupid projects ruined my mood after that. Well, i was so emo not until my friend told me i won the tickets and it really is when i went to the site and check, freaking happy. Then, those people starting to dump projects to me, and, my mood went down again. :|

Seriously, i can't bear with this anymore. All i want to do is go back, study, and get my degree. Frankly, i still have interest for graphic design. But when it comes to this, uh no, not anymore. Maybe bubie's right, i can't work under people's control. Should work as a freelancer? Oh well. Saw this quote from the internet, and i like it very much.

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.


This, is making me feel like doing those things that i always wanted to do but dare not, somehow. From now onwards, i'm gonna live up my dream, be best of the best, if can.

Looking forward for the end of April. Wanna get out from hell man. Gahh!! 30th of April i beg you, please come fast!

Told my friends and family about The One Academy case. Guess what.
All of them were sooo angry when they heard about my case. All of them. And they said i should give up on TOA and go for Swinburne.
My aunt even said that i should write an email about Toa case and forward to everybody.
Bubie's even worse, he asked me to send to The Star newspaper.
O______________O
Whoa.. I really wanna do that man! SOON i will!

At first dad suggested me to get into Swinburne but i insisted that i want Toa. In the end, still goes back dad's suggestion. And i can see that dad prefers me to go to Swinburne instead of Toa. Now everyone prefers me to go there instead of the arrogant, shitty, darn college too.

I guess, i really have to further my studies in Sarawak instead of KL then?? =(((( Fate??
Thought can meet my old friends up if imma in Sunway, stay in Sunway, or maybe Damansara, enjoy kl life to the max. But now... :(( GONE!

Gonna be real sad to leave here. I'm gonna miss EVERYTHING!! :(:(:(


Hopefully they'll place me in second year instead of first year. :////

Gah.


So, what do you think?? 

Just came back from Ipoh. :( Went back for ching ming. And, ONE day in Ipoh is sooo NOT enough!! :(:(
Why can't i stay for a few more days? :(( Gahhh.. Stupid internship! No wonder lotsa people study life. Because you can ponteng whenever you want wtf. Hahaha.

By the way, thanks dad for the yummy home cook food! :D Finally! Home cook food after sooo long!

Well, one more month to go till i will be back in Ipoh. :( Because dad wants me to continue my internship till end of April. Which, i don't think so. Because i will quit in the mid of April, mostly. Eeeks. :/

Asked dad to call up the stupid toa tomorrow. Oh well, i got a feeling that the ending will still be the same. :( Anyway loads of good luck and all the best to dad dealing with those assholes! Hehehehe. :P Oh well, if it's still the same, SIGH!! :(:(:(:( Gonna go back there and get back all my portfolios. Still, i wish they change their mind.

Gotta get some good night sleep. Freaking tired day, i have to say. Tomorrow have to work, again. FML. :(

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Finally Tokio Hotel is coming to Malaysia!!!!!

Been waiting for this like so darn long man!!!
No matter what, IT'S A MUST TO GO!!

OMG!!
HAHAHA!!!

:D:D:D


http://star-ecentral.com/news/story.asp?file=/2010/3/21/soundnstage/5906232&sec=soundnstage

http://star-ecentral.com/news/story.asp?file=/2010/3/17/music/20100317185051&sec=music

To the goddamn The One Academy, as well as the asshole staffs:


I am so pissed! So freaking pissed! And disappointed as well! That day the guy, named Ken Loh, called me up and said that all of you have already discussed and finally came to a decision that you all put me in Year 1 last semester. He even told me that i got exempted from all the subjects in foundation as well as Degree Year 1 first semester! I have been asking that over and over again is it confirmed that i can get into their degree straightly. The guy kept on saying yes, as they have already discussed and made their decision! And, he asked me to go there on Saturday so that he can explain more to me about the degree thing.
Of course, i was so fucking happy that time that i could get into their Year 1 last semester of the degree course. Thought i've made it.


But then when i get over there on Saturday, that Ken Loh is not there! Instead, they ask this woman, Stephanie Lim to approach to me. And she asked me why! Wtf. I explained everything to her. I the end, she took out the documents out, looked through them and said to me, i think you have to do foundation first. I was like what!? Then i explain everything to them. In the end, she said, in that case, i think you can get into degree. And according to the result, you can get exempted from all the subjects in Degree Year 1 first semester. But for the pengajian malaysia and moral you have to take. Bla bla bla. Dang! I was so angry that time and said i will be back by Tuesday then as the guy is not here.


So it's Tuesday and i'm at that place again. Jesus! I found the guy, and guess what! I thought he's the one who's going to explain everything to me! Who knows, when he saw me, he said, er, i will get Stephanie to you, my supervisor. We already discussed and she will talk to you. Wtf. You say you will talk to me but then now you said the woman will come and consult me?! She came, still the same, you have to start from foundation again bla bla bla bla bla! Want me to take MQA subjects again this and that. Hey! You all are private institute and i'm from public! Though the code number is different but it's still the same omg! My temper nearly blew off yet i managed to control myself. They required for course outline so i have to rush all the way back to college just to get that.

This morning, the bf helped me to send the outlines to her. In the afternoon i called her up and asked whether did she get the course outline. Guess what, she told it's already done but then before that she said she can only reply me on Friday wtf! And again, i have to start from foundation then only can proceed to degree. I scolded her on the phone as this is really the last straw and i couldn't control my temper. What she did was, kept on apologizing and giving lame, stupid excuses! This is seriously ridiculous! I mean, hello i've done with diploma, half way thru advanced and going to finish soon and yet you all want me to start from foundation wtf!? Do you what foundation means!? For those people who do not have the basic for the course they are taking! Goddamn TOA! You are making me disappointed, and gave me a very very bad impression! Their management and attitude SUCKS to the MAX!

Do not think you are the best college in Malaysia! Cuz there are more colleges or universities out there that are way better than you! Stop pretending as if you all are good in everything! The fact is, you all are not!

As i've always said, if Taylor's is having Degree for Graphic Design, i wouldn't even choose you!

For The One Academy, the story ends here. I won't even be so stupid to start from foundation again. I guess you all did this just for the sake of money, eh? Money suckers! Do not deny. Everybody around me told me so. And now, i've encountered that myself. Bah bai, lan si!  Go to hell! Curse all of you!
Oh, and do not think i only have one choice TOA! You all are speaking as if TOA is the last college in Malaysia and i got no choice but to enter them. What. The. Fuck! Joke! Ha ha ha!!


Besides you all, i've applied another one.



Fuck you, The One Academy!

Fuck TOA!
Fuck fuck fuck!
All of them should be burned in hell!
Told me i could get into year 1 sem 2.
But said i have to start foundation because of that one freaking subject and continue my degree next year.
What the fuck is this!!?
Telling me different things now eh!?
Screw all of you!!
Screw the bitch!!

Don't think you are the best college in Malaysia!!
Taylor's and Sunway are way far better!!
Don't try to act as if you all are good in english!!
You are nothing when it comes to other colleges especially Taylor's!!

FUCK TOA!!!!!!


If it's like that, i rather go to Swineburne University. Since Taylor's design in under them. Gahhh!!!! But it's in Sarawak omfgggg!!!!