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I seriously want this phone like so so so much.
Been starving myself to save money to get this phone but it seems like the money is not enough.
Wanted an Iphone but it's too expensive. :S
I'm broke. :'(

But...but....but... I really really really seriously want this phone.



erherher.
:(

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Finally! Finally! Finally all the assignments are done! (Well except for one which is Statistics. XD Oh Well i don't really care about that though lol!)

Anyway say bye bye to continuous sleepless nights rushing for the assignments. I need to recharge myself back, seriously. Maybe i'll just sleep in for weeks! Lol. Relax myself and chill all the way.

Wait! Not all the way.

I still got finals to go! :( In like, 2 weeks time! Have to force myself and study for the exam. By that time you will be seeing me burning midnight oil. T.T Thinking about the subjects i will be having during finals really gives me severe headache. Especially Statistics! I think i am so going to flunk the paper. :'( Feel like giving up. Law i am not really sure though. No guidelines for the exam no tips, basically nothing. I don't know how the hell i'm gonna sit for the paper. Guess i have to study the whole law book, which will give me hard time to memorize the cases and shits. Fml. As for English. Erherher. I don't know how to say. But then i am worried. 2 hours for the paper and the questions are hard to score! Don't know whether i can finish everything on time or not. :((

Seriously, I am so worried now.

So so so worried. :(((

Thought i can have 2 weeks of sem break after the exam so that i can have enough time to get myself prepared for the internship and also moving the stuffs out from hotel! D: Sounds super tiring! However, things are not as perfect as you thought. I only got one week of break which is so so so not enough for me! FML. I don't think i got the time to go back Ipoh and enjoy myself before the intern starts. Sigh. Oh wells, stop babbling here. In short, THE TIME IS SO NOT ENOUGH FOR ME TO REST AND PREPARE FOR THE INTERNSHIP!!!! :'(((( Plus i haven't find any accommodation yet!

Owh.. How??? :(((

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I don't know what's wrong with me. All i know is i feel like crying so much. I'm starting to break down. :'(.

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Today was really a bad day for me. Bad day. :( 
Why? Because, first, i never sleep for the whole night, rushing the assignment like mad fully stressed and tension. Second, I fell sick in the middle of the night. Third, I purposely to go downstairs and waited for my friends cuz they said they'll be here at 10. But then when i waited and waited and texted them, finally one replied saying that they will be late. Damn, i was like an idiot standing down there. Fine, climb back up to my room, and wait, wait, wait. The kanasai girl made me pissed off so much. I don't wanna say that here. I will be moving out next sem already. Thank god and bye bye, asshole! Fourth, when i went to the college cit to print my assignments, i don't know what's wrong with the pc. When i was loading my things to be printed, it went so so so freaking slow. And when everything's done, like half an hour later wtf i went out there to print my things. But! The pc that i am using didn't appear on the printing screen! This is total shit man i tell ya! Fifth, this is the worst one. My specs snapped into two today when i was at the printing shop. I was so angry and sad. Never expect this would ever happen so sudden. Goodness! Basically i was like a half blinded person walking around and yea, i can't really see people's facial expression at all. This sucks. I am afraid that i will be like that for the past few days until i get back to Ipoh. :'( Sixth, the presentation today was bad. I don't know what the hell am i talking and i can't even pronounce my name properly. In fact, I don't know what the hell am i talking and pronouncing today! Urgh! feel so embarrassed in front of the whole class man. :(:(

Now, I still feel very sad and angry. Because i planned to get a new handphone. But then this kind of thing happened to me today! Darn darn darn! I guess i won't be getting what i want. What's the point of saving money then? In the end you still can't get what you want no matter how desperate you are. :'(

Fuck.


Anyway i really need to find an accommodation already. time is running out. It's going to be January in few days time and i will be starting my internship on the 1st of Feb. Though i don't feel like going for internship and  i am lazy to find an accommodation (it's so troublesome you know!). Still, I have to. *whines*
But where to find a place where you can rent for like 3 months only? :( It's hard according to my cousin.

What am i gonna do if i don't have a place to stay? :(
Omg... :(:(



Owh and yeah, the exam time table is released. Bad timing bad planning. Why can't they just end everything earlier so that i can have extra days to prepare for the internship and maybe few days to go back to Ipoh? nabeh. :( Well my exam falls on the 15th, 19th and 23rd. Bad time table. Bad bad bad. :(
I don't like it. :'(


Jeez, everything seems bad today.
Bad luck perhaps?
:'(


Sigh
Sigh
Sigh

Not to forget, still got loads of assignments to go.

Big
Big
Big
Sigh.

:'(

erherherher. FML.

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First, i wanna say that i changed my point of view towards the new Camry.
Never thought that it's so freaking nice and comfortable.
Heh.
So... yeah..., imma back in KL. :/
Sad to leave Ipoh, but then happy because i will be going back on Thursday again. :)
This time without any books and assignments. :D
\o/

Christmas in Ipoh wasn't that bad and not really that good.
Just so so to me.
All i know is it's really comfortable being at home.
Hehe.
Hopefully i'll have a good new year in Ipoh then.
Oooh, and btw, I've received the most shocking christmas present ever!
Till now i still can't believe that.
Geez!


And the saddest thing ever that happened today.
Busta died this morning.
He started to get sick days ago.
Reason, not sure yet.
And thus his body is really run down.
Thought he will be alright when we fed him with the diarrhoea medicine that the vet gave.
No more diarrhoea and he started to eat a little bit of hay.
I thought he'll recover.
But then bubie called me in the middle of the night, saying that Busta's anus was bleeding.
That time i was so blur and again, i thought nothing's gonna happen.
I thought Busta can make it through.
In the end, no.
He can't.
Think his body is too weak.
Bubie called this morning and cried on the phone telling me that Busta's no more.
I was shocked and sad.
First Beanie and now Busta.
:'(
Looking at the photos of Busta.
He was a fatty.





RIP Busta.
Accompany Beanie in heaven alright?
Be good.
And i miss you and Beanie.
:'(



Anyway have to start and finish up my assignments now.
Tomorrow is the deadlineeee!!
omgwthwtffml!


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It's Christmas eve today!
=)



I'll be going back to Ipoh later!
Whoop whoop!
Won't really enjoy Christmas as i got assignments to do even imma back in Ipoh.
That sucks!
=(

Anyhow.
Have a MERRY CHRISTMAS everybodehhh!!!
:D
Have a uber nice one!



lalala:)

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Randomly taken from the hostel in the evening.


I want freedom
I wanna runaway.
From everything here.
Cuz i am so tired and fed up.
I'm at the boarder line on giving up.
Yet from time to time i am holding myself back.
But this time, i can't take it anymore.
I want a break.
I need a break.
Where i can have a good rest.
Or maybe go to places that i want to.
 And figure out what i really want in my life.
Heh.

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Today was a super tiring day.
*yawn*
Cuz i had a long day of class and i have to rush for the assignments tonight.
Hopefully can be done before tomorrow 4pm.
:(
I don't want the assignment to interrupt my holiday.
Who wants that? Urgh.


Went to the Christmas Fair held in college by the Hotel Management students today.
Nothing special, really.
Very Very normal.
Anyway.
Bought a sock filled with candies from there. :D
Can't resist because the sock is too cute and yeah, i want sweets. Heh.
Btw, there were bands performing too.
Rock bands?
Urgh, Sadly, no.
They don't even look like one nor having the 'omph'.
Most of them sucks, seriously.
They are so boring.
The lead singers can't hit the correct note and they sang weirdly.
The guitarists and bassists just stood there and play.
Drummers looked so dead.
Can't believe that they still dare to perform in front of the public.
I got goosebumps for like half of the day listening to them.
Ewwww.
So peeps, this is the so call "bands" performance from Tarc.
Wth.
I rather go to Sunway's or Taylor's unplugged.
They are much more better.


Ohh, also, no offence.
I have to say most of the students' driving skills over here sucks.
They drive without having their brain with them.
tsktsk.
No joke, mate!
It's real!


I wonder why we still have mid terms and assignments flowing in when the final is approaching.
Again, brainless college that enjoys torturing the students.
Damn.
>:(


DONG ZHI & TANGYUAN

Posted by denise ng y.b | Posted on 10:52:00 PM

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I seriously am craving for tangyuan now. Really really want that. ;'(






A little of bit of Tangyuán history.
Historically, a number of different names were used to refer to the tangyuan. During the Yongle era of the Ming Dynasty, the name was then officially called as yuanxiao, a name derived from the Yuanxiao festival, also known as the Lantern Festival. This name literally means “first evening”, being the first full moon or new moon after Chinese New Year. This name prevails in northern China.

In southern China, however, the prevailing names are tangyuan or tangtuan. Legend has it that during Yuan Shikai’s rule (1912-1916), Yuan disliked the name Yuanxiao because it sounded identical to “remove Yuan”, and so mandated that the name Tangyuan be used instead. This name literally means “round balls in soup”. Tangtuan similarly means “round dumplings in soup”.


The Meaning of Dong Zhì

Dong Zhì Dong means “winter” and Zhi means “arrival.” In olden Chinese society, the arrival of winter meant that the farmers would lay down their tools and celebrate the harvest by coming home to their families. A feast would be prepared to mark the occasion.

These days, Dong Zhì is still an important cultural holiday for Chinese all over the world. Even though it is not a formal holiday or sort, most Chinese families who still hold dear to the old culture and traditions, would try to make an effort toget together and savor tang yuán as a complete family.

Celebrated on the longest night of the year, Dong Zhi is the day when sunshine is weakest and daylight shortest. The coming of winter is celebrated by families and is traditionally the time when farmers and fishermen gather food in preparation for the coming cold season. It is also a time for family reunions.

This celebration can be traced to the Chinese belief in yin and yang, which represent balance and harmony in life. It is believed that the yin qualities of darkness and cold are at their most powerful at this time, but it is also the turning point, giving way to the light and warmth of yang. For this reason, the Dong Zhi Festival is a time for optimism. Dong Zhi is celebrated in style. The longest night of the year is a time to put on brand new clothes, visit family with gifts and to laugh and drink deep into the long night.

In Chinese believes, it is also the day when everyone becomes one year older.


The Chinese Calendar

The traditional Chinese calendar is divided into 24 equal divisions each corresponding to 15 degrees of Celestial longitude.

The sun reaches 270 degrees sometime around December 21, the date set on most Western calendars as the winter solstice. Dong Zhì, however, can fall on December 21, 22, or 23. In 2008, C falls on December 21.

How to confirm the date will fall into the above date? we’ve heard the culculation from radio FM988. here goes:

If this year is 2008 and divided by 4 = 502 (even).Whenever you get an even number from the result, Dong Zhì must have to fall on Odd dates like 21 or 23 of Dec. When the results are odd numbers, then Dong Zhì will fall on Even date. Another way to confirm the date of Dong Zhì is to refer the the Chinese Thong Su. Which is the manual for all Chinese cultural believes. This book is updated yearly.




Bahhhh..


Anyway.

Look At This!!!

Oh. My. God.















OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!

I REALLY WANT THAT!!!

LIKE NOW!!!!!

*DROOLSDROOLSDROOLSANDDROOLS!!*

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It's Monday night now. Meaning i still got 2 more days to get my assignments done.
And to finish them up, i won't be sleeping for nights.
This is totally Oh My God.
FML.
Hopefully i won't feel sleepy and tired.
Too many things has to be done.
Erherherherher.
:'(

Mentally breaking down.
*SAVE ME!*

That's why i really wish i got a Laptop.
Shouldn't have bought a Desktop.
Know it's REAL GOOD. But when it comes to convenience, i'll give two thumbs down.
:/


By the way, i'm starting to look for a room to stay when imma having internship on Feb.
Well this is the link that my friend gave me just now.
Hopefully there's a safe and nice place to stay man.
First time moving out to stay.
Excited yet Scared.
Urgh.
:|

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Nabeh. I seriously don't have the mood to do the assignments. Loads of them but yet i haven't started yet. I need to get them done as soon as possible. No sleep for days then?
Fuck.


So worried and i'm starting to freak out. And i feel like crying at the same time.
Why do we still have assignments to do when other people already done with them?!

I'm so doomed. So gonna doomed.
Sigh.
:(



Right. After done with my things then back to assignments.
WTF & FML.


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I am soooo friggin lazy to do my assignments. =(

No idea why. Lack of motivation i guess? =S

That's why i am here to write about something.
Well, anything, bullshits or whatsoever. Gah.


Come across to some people's blog today. And i saw her wrote about her trip in Australia. I'm so amazed by the scenery over there.
Think there's something to do with the air/sun/weather/sky that makes the pictures look nice. haha.
Some places is so lively, for example, Melbourne. Well unlike here. :S

So now,
I seriously wanna go to Australia.

I.SERIOUSLY.WANNA.GO.TO.AUSTRALIA!

I don't really mind go there alone. lol.




Heard that somebody might go to Melbourne next May. I don't wanna talk and think about this. You know why. :/ Aih, whateverrrr.
Maybe that time i'll have my OWN fucking plan.

Right. Back to the assignments. Fml. =((((
I miss my punani face.
Miss listening to his voice.
:((
Wonder what are you doing now.
The wind is blowing so strong.
It's so scary to be all alone over here.
And i'm cold.
Wish you were here to accompany me and hug me.
:'(

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OMG. What's the problem man. How come i keep on seeing some of my friends getting married nowadays?!?!?
They are still young man, gosh!
:-OOOOOOOOO
*in the middle of shocking*
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.............!!
Excuse me, i'm just way too surprised and shocked.
Holy Moly.




ANYWAY


Went to Pavilion with my classmates today and had fun. ;)
Though some part is kinda boring. Lol. But then everything's fine. Never regret on going anyway and luckily i turned up.
And, we took lotsa pictures! :D

Meet Kim, Sophia and Fang Qi when we're at KL today. (my old diploma classmates)

Owh yea, we went to Wong Kwok Restaurant to have our meal. Well, the food there sucks. D: So, Wong Kwok will forever get out from my choice of food list. A big no no for that. No more. *waves*

It's surprising that i woke up so early today. Because i kept on waking up like, every hour in the middle of the night. :| Was so worried what will happen if i can't wake up on time. In the end, i am early than my friend and i have to wait for her at her block there. Hah.

So, we took bus to Genting Klang to meet up with the rest of my friends who are staying there. It's super funny and embarrassing when we got up to same bus again after we got down at Genting Klang bus stop, sat there and wait for the friends to come and then went back up to the bus, again. Wonder how the people think. Two crazy girls, perhaps? haha.

We got down at Chow Kit and took monorail to Times Square first. Because my friend said wanna go there for awhile. So, we all follow. Took a lot of pictures there.



  Lam lam, Li Chin, Me and Jinny.





The snowman family.
Papa mama son and daughter.
I'm the son, of course. hahaha :D





Whispering to the snowman.
I like this anyway.
;D





Ignore my black eye bags.
Blame the assignments :( LOL.
Merry Christmas peeps! Hola!






                                                  
This is so funny!
Hahaha!
Like a retard.





                                                    
She wanna break that thing.
LOL.





This one supposed to be nice. :S
Randomly asked a girl to help us take this.
Her hands were shaking i guess. -_-



Then we head to Pavilion around 11am.





:D







EFFING FUNNY!
WAHAHAHAHA!!
XD






The class photo of AGD1.
Errr not complete anyway cuz there are 6 of them who didn't attend.






Meal time!
Too bad Wong Kwok SUCKS!
:/





Guess what are these two fellas doing??
They are competing who's mouth is the biggest!
W.T.H
-_____-



Well.
After Pavilion. We went to Starhill.

Reason?
Wanna see how nice is the toilet there!
-_-

I actually told my friends how nice the toilet over there is. And i said i don't mind staying there. Hahahaha. xD
That's why they said wanna go there and have a look. Lol.

When we went in to the Starhill, especially the lower ground, my friends are like totally stunned and amazed.
They even ask why i'm so familiar with the area. Haha.





Pre toilet photo. =.=





Starhill's toilet is sooooo lomantik..
x)



I notice that my classmates can be really funny at times.
Lol. Glad to know them somehow.

Oh well, after paying our visit to Starhill, we took monorail to Titiwangsa and then taxi back to the hostel.
And, i never know that Titiwangsa is actually so damn near to our place! gosh! O___O


Had a good day today. Thanks to my friends. And the present that we exchanged too!


Anyway, really have to start my assignments already. No more fooling around.
Sigh. =/


The roommate went back today! Hoorayyyyyy!! =DDDDDDD
Peace and Quiet!!!
Yoho!! =))))))))



p/s: I miss you. :(
was so happy to get your fb message today.
wonder how are you doing in Singapore?
having fun i guess.
heh.
(:

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I wanna change my blog layout. This one is so plain and dull looking.

I want a unique one.

Any recommendations? hah.



Anyway my punani face will be heading to Singapore tonight. Mind me, i just love to call you that. haha :P Gonna miss the punani face heaps. =/ I wonder how my weekend's gonna be like without punani face. :( Anyway do have a safe journey and becareful when you're over there yeah. Ooh, don't forget to get me something. Yea, something, you know eheh ;) . Will be waiting for you to come back. Though it's like 4 days. :(
Oh well, bet you'll have a great time over there. Have fun and enjoy yourself.




And now, i am wondering. Should i go to Pavilion tomorrow? I feel like going but then imma lazy and yeah, the bullshit assignments that are pulling me back. Loads of work to do. I have to get them done before Christmas. Geez. :S
Oh yea. Had mid term today. I've flunked the paper. So gonna doomed. :s

Feel so so stressed right now. Wonder when i got the time to have a full rest and recharge my body and mind. ;/ This is part of growing up i assume? Then i rather not to grow up.



By the way. I think my supposingly-to-be-peaceful-and-quiet weekend is totally screwed up. Damn. Why isn't she going back to her hometown!?!? I want four fucking days of total peace and quiet. Now, i have to say farewell to them already. :( Can't wait to move out from here. I want a room for myself and yea, with total quiet and peaceful atmosphere. Hopefully i'll manage to get one.









Nothing much.
Just wanna express how i feel all these long.
Heh.



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I want a disco ball hanging in my room, so much.

Cuz i think it'll be really nice. Heh.







But where to get one? Hmmm... :/


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Sometimes i don't know why.

I just hate those people who likes to complain how they look like in the photos.
Mostly Girls.
Why wanna say this? Cuz i notice most of the people are like that around me.

Well, yeah, it's OKAY to be like that.

Everyone does. Even me.

But please DON'T overdo it.

Cuz that's pretty annoying and lame.

I'm just being honest, not offensive.

I mean, why you still want to take pictures when you always complain you don't look good this and that??

Gosh. =___=

To me, it's alright to show your true self. Why wanna hide?


Oh well, i'm gonna stop babbling about this.

THIS AIN'T COMPLAINING!

I'm just telling out my thoughts.

So yeah. Chill. \m/

************************************************************

By the way.

I finally got my company for internship! :D

I'm happy that i finally got one.

But sad at the same time because i can't get into the companies that i wanted. :(

So, goodbye Leo Burnett(especially), McCann Erikson, Naga DDB, BBDO, etc..
(Oooh, speaking about Leo Burnett, i just found out that it's just located right opposite of my uncle's office, Bursa! :-O)

I mean, goodbye for now ONLY.

Because I WILL GET BACK TO YOU ALL NEXT TIME!

Will never give up.

;)

Oh ya, the company is News Advertising.

Located in PJ.

Thanks to dad anyway. It's his friend's company. Or long lost friend i should say?

I don't know why i don't wanna go for that company at first.

Probably and mostly because that i wanna get into the companies i want.

But now i'm totally okay with it since the big companies are so effing arrogant or so call ba bai.

Changed my mind now.

Well.

I never know how it looks like though but hopefully it'll be better what i've expected.

Not a small company and not a big one like Leo Burnett. So, i shall say, Medium-Sized company. lol.

Thought they speak chinese at first. But then they actually speak english. (LUCKILY!! damn -_-)

Hope everything will go really smooth when i get there.

So for now, first problem solved. But more are coming on the way. Fml. :(

I have to find a place to stay.

BUT WHERE?!?

I was thinking of staying at Sunway because i think that place is much safer. Is it????

I got no idea at all.

Need help from the peeps who are currently in PJ.

Aiks. :/


----------------------------------------------------------

Somebody's going to Singapore tomorrow.

Gonna miss you though it's like 3 days only :( and i know you won't.

Have a safe journey and remember my presents, punani!

ENJOY AND HAVE FUN! o0o o0o :P know you'll do.

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This is so cute!

Can't stop watching this over and over again!

*nyang nyang nyang*

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Let me ask you,

Would you stay in a college where you are(might be) able to go to oversea for further studies BUT you didn't really study that much into the details(most of the things that you study are just basics) and don't have more practicals like other private colleges do?

OR

Would you transfer to other college where you are able to study more, as in into the details more than basic stuffs and more practicals BUT you won't be able have the chance to go to oversea and yea the effing expensive fees?



SO
Which one you will go for?


I seriously don't know where to go.

I wanna go to oversea.

Being able to get to oversea is my biggest dream ever.

But then i want to have more practicals and not basic stuffs.

I am SERIOUSLY LOST.

:'(((((((((

I don't know what to choose.

:'((((((((



Sometimes i do really wish that i'm like my other two cousins who are studying in UK now.
sigh.


I don't wanna disappoint my family.
Especially my mom and dad.

Anyway thanks dad for the advices. Feel much better now.










Wish mom is still here. :'(((

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Wooooo.

So. Till now the damn companies still haven't reply me yet.

I'm telling myself that i will wait for another week.

If they still don't, guess i have to apply for that one.

Don't tell me i don't have the chance to get into the company i want.

='(

But then i feel sorry for the other one.

Gah.

Probably you don't know what the hell i'm talking about.

Only some people know.

Hah.




Well well.

I'm back in KL. Just got back from Ipoh.

And yea, i had the worst train journey ever.

The Indian girl beside me was so annoying.

I mean REALLY ANNOYING.

And i am NOT trying to be a racist!

She talked on the phone throughout the whole 3 HOURS journey LOUDLY and non stop! She scratched her head A LOT of times and swung her hair too! I wonder she's having kutu-s?? She's dirty and super inconsiderate. Move here and there as if the whole seat is hers. =__=

Pray that i won't meet this kind of people again.




Oh well.

Since i'm already back in kl, gotta start to work work work like hell again.

So tired ya know.

;(

Aih. What to do.

Can't wait to go back to Ipoh again.

=S




By the way 
i am so sad to see my car look so worn out now.
Sigh.

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I will do better than you.

I will be better than you.

Know you are better than me right now.

Who knows in few years time?

I am angry.

I am jealous.

Now i am striving for my goals.

To get what i want.

So what?

I will revenge.

I will.

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Don't know what the hell is wrong with me nowadays.

I get angry easily. And perhaps jealous?

=(

No idea why.

Sometimes i get pissed off so much when people talk to me, ask me something, or maybe something that i don't really agree with.

Gah.. Whatever shit.

One word.

I am emotional.

And, i wonder why am i so depressed these days?
=S


Anyway i was planning to go to Melbourne on May next year alone, backpack.

Perhaps you think that i am crazy.

But i seriously wanna do that and i am waiting for the chance to go to oversea.

Cuz i saw the advertisement from Air Asia.

But then what makes me sad is, I have to get there like Jan to April?

How the heck i'm gonna get there man?

I'll be busy for the internship.

Urgh.

:SSSSSSSSSSSSS

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Guess what.

My presentation today was all FUCKED UP.
I was so so so nervous when i went out there and i TOTALLY FORGOT what i should say.
Therefore, i have to look at the points written on the note cards.

Got two fucking warnings from the lecturer. Wtf.
*Cannot meh! I've forgotten every single thing!*

Fine.
Keep the cards away and continue with the damn presentation.

This time, i just blab everything out i can think of, on the spot!
Damn.

Basically, what i have presented today are not accordingly to what i have planned before.
Those things i've said just came out from my brain unknowingly.
My mouth and body just can't stop shaking and that's why i cannot speak fluently.

This is the worst presentation ever!

Damn damn damn!!

I'm such a FAILURE!!

>:((((((((((



Currently in a really really bad bad bad mood.

Was already in a bad mood today and then something happened just now making it worse!

Reason?

Shall not be written here!

Ka na sai!



Hate wednesday. Every wednesday. It's always the tiring day ever.

Gahhh gotta start my sketches as soon as i finish bathing and washing and getting my things done.

Sigh.


My brain is upside down today!


How fucking sweet!


>:((((((

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Called up the companies just now.

And that really makes me wanna say, what the hell!

Luckily i did call up and ask. Because most of them don't even realize until i told them.

Wtf.

Should have call them earlier.

:(

Now, i have to wait for their reply AGAIN (goddammit) as they have to discuss with their directors.

Shyt.

Gonna make me worry again.

Anyhow, i really wish that i could get into the company that i want.

Erherherher :((


Well just see how things flow.

Gonna call them up again a couple of days later.

Geez.

Wonder would they get annoyed.

=/////////

Oh well

I pray to god hard that i can get what i want.


*Keeping my fingers and toes crossed tightly*




Gonna go back to Ipoh this Friday!

Yoho! :D

But too bad sunday i have to come back alone and be at KL alone for like a month plus?

Because somebody's gonna have his sem break.

Sighs.

:(((((((

Wonder how my weekends will be like then.



Speaking about Friday, i don't have any class that day! ;)

That makes me feel great.

But then sad at the same time.

Only god knows why.

=///////////



Gotta go back and prepare for my presentation already.

Will be having presentation tomorrow!

Omg.

-_-

I hate presentations.

Well who loves that?

Gonna deal with the speech and powerpoint.

This sucks!

Boooooo :(((





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It's the 10th week now.
Yea, so?


Still, I can't believe it's the 10th week already!

Gosh!

Another 4 more weeks, i'll be having finals.

Damn.

Wonder why time passes so fast.

Hey, wait lah, slow down lah, you're just too fast for me. =S

There are still a lotsa things i needa do. But i don't have the time. wtf.

Let me see,

I have to finish up the assignments asap before christmas if possible. (Cuz i wanna have a peaceful holiday man!)

Then, I have to find a place to stay during my internship. (shyt!)

Of course, before that, i needa confirm with the company first. (And they still haven't reply me yet wtf!!)

Next, finish up the TOA thingy. (15 of them! urgh!)


Life is soooooo boring.

I need some excitement.

Eheh.

=/


Anyway, they only thing i am worried about is my internship. As i really hope that they would reply. Of course, to get in the company i want. Hopefully. Heh.

I am keeping my fingers and toes tightly crossed right now.

Dear god please help and bless me.

:'(


Gonna have mid term this Thursday.

And presentation this Wednesday.

still i haven't prepare any shit yet.

yea, i'm so gonna doomed.

fuck.

=/


Please take me away from here.


I need a space to breathe and relax my poor brain.


=/

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There are a lots of things and thoughts in my brain now.

A lot.

I don't know what and how to say.

Don't feel happy at all these days.

Yea. I am moody.

Most of the time.

Stress and troubles surrounding me.

Somehow, i really feel like crying.

Seriously, i do.

I wish i can blab out the problems to someone who's willing to listen to me.

I wish someone can help me to solve the problems.

But then, i don't think so.

Everything comes down to me in the end.

Sigh.

What to do.

Life sucks.

:'(



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Guess what, i got 76 marks for my second law assignment! :D


*coughs* Well well, i know the mark is not really high. But  imma very happy.

Cuz i have been spending two days rushing for this assignment without any sleep! (godd i have broke the record!) Also, i simply dumped any shit i can think of that time. My brain was totally upside down and i got no idea what the hell i am writing. This has been lasted for like 2 days and 2 nights maybe? Oh well, when i hand up the assignment to the lecturer today, i was so freaking worried. I kept on thinking, what if he failed us? In the end, thank god, we passed. Managed to get an A-. *phew*

And now i am very happy. Because there will be no more assignments from the law again. No more! Hohoho. A__A

Anyway, don't be too happy. Cuz there are a lotsa assignments waiting ahead. Wtf.

Can't wait to get back to Ipoh. That is the only time i will get full rest. =/


2

Our new guinea pigs.



Busta and Truffle.





Busta is mine.
The black ass bastard.
Why call him bastard? Cuz of his name.
Heh.




Bubie's Truffle.
Got the name from truffle oil anyway -_-
Suits this little fei lou somehow.
Haha. He is fat.



So, which one is cuter?
Busta or Truffle?

LOL.

;D

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It's World Aids Day.













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Currently Imma so in love with Owl City's song.

Though i don't like it at first cuz it's weird to me and way too soft.

Awwwww You gotta listen to em seriouslyyyy.

This is one of their song. Fireflies by Owl City.
Don't know why i love this song so much. It's comforts me and gives me motivation and inspiration yada yada. Makes me thinking of my dreams. Gosh. Powerful-nye this song. 


O__O


You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep

'Cause they'd fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude
But I would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems

'Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance

A foxtrot above my head
A sock hop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
'Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell

But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
'Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

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‘BTN taught me the Chinese are the Jews of Asia’


By Asrul Hadi Abdullah Sani
KUALA LUMPUR, Nov 27 — I am one of the privileged few to have attended a local public university and learned the meaning of hate, thanks to the ever popular Biro Tata Negara.
All undergraduates were forced to attend this programme or else they would not be eligible for graduation.
The BTN under the Prime Minister’s Department brought in “intellectual” speakers who were supposed to enlighten the students about the meaning of being a Malaysian but instead it felt more like a communist propaganda camp brainwashing those attending about the importance of “Ketuanan Melayu”.
The camp would usually take place during the weekends. Students would have to register early in the morning and the programme would last the whole day.
The organisers were always on their guard, asking participants to show their student identification cards each time they entered the hall, fearing the presence of outsiders.
In the hall, students were asked to turn off their mobile phones.
During the lectures, questions were planted among the audience and the students were advised not to ask any other questions.
One speaker began with the history of Malaysia and how much the country had gone through, always emphasising the May 13 riots.
He stressed the point of how much the Malays had sacrificed and how the community should be united especially from outside threat — the Chinese community.
He said that the Chinese community were “the Jews of Asia” and were just itching to take over when Malays were disunited and broken.
The speaker also revealed a greater Chinese conspiracy where the Chinese Malaysians were working together with Singapore to topple the Malay government.
“Do you want to become like the Malays in Singapore?” he asked.
He also went so far as to criticise Malay girls for dating boys from other races.
He added that they should not be cheap and embarrass their families.
Once, a student told the speaker that as Muslims, we should also respect other races who are also Muslims.
“All Muslims are Malays so it does not matter if they are Chinese or Indians. If they are Muslims then they are Malays,” the speaker replied.
This is why I was relieved when I learned that the Selangor government had moved to ban its civil servants, employees of state subsidiaries and students at state-owned education institutions from attending any BTN courses with immediate effect.
However I believe racism in varsities does not end at BTN because classrooms have also become victims of ignorant scholars.
My friend was verbally abused during his sociology class when he did not agree with the points made by his lecturer.
“You must be DKK,” the lecturer told him.
“What is DKK?” he asked.
“You must be darah keturunan keling (descendents of Indians),” the lecturer said, pointing to his dark skin.
My Saudi friend was also shocked by the comments made by his lecturer in his Islamic civilisation class.
“We should save our Orang Asli from the Chinese people. They are like the Palestinians and the Chinese are Israel. We must fight the Jews,” the lecturer told his students.
The lecturer even failed one of his students in his oral exam when he quoted a Western scholar in his presentation.
“You should be ashamed of yourselves. You are a Muslim and should only use Islamic scholars,” he scolded the student.
I was personally saddened when my Islamic law lecturer compared Christianity to Head & Shoulder’s 3 in 1 shampoo in referring to the religion’s Holy Trinity.
I feel that racism has been institutionalised in our country and that BTN is only the tip of the iceberg.
Deputy Prime Minister Tan Sri Muhyiddin Yassin defended BTN yesterday and claimed that it was not racist but is line with the 1 Malaysia concept.
I have to humbly disagree and would like to suggest maybe the ministers should bring their overseas children home and let them have a taste of what BTN is.






Malaysia Boleh man! *boooo*
So, racism is one of the concept of 1 Malaysia.

Hergh.




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