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RELINK ME!!!!

I will be shifting my blog since it's pretty screwed up here.

So RELINK ME!!!


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See you there!

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I totally hate this kind of complicated feeling right now. :'(

Raffles International College or Swinburne University?

Multimedia Design or Graphic Design?


I just hope anybody out there can help me sort things out.





And yeah, congrats to somebody for getting the job that he always wanted. Heh.

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Oh dang! Look what i've done to my blog layout! T__T I was going to change the layout from blogskins and i forgot to save the old one, in the end, all gone! Boohoo!

Anyway i just ended the internship yesterday. Well, the internship supposed to end by the end of April, but i insisted to end now, cuz i'm not going to continue my studies in this college anymore. So, yeah. Very happy about everything so far, not really everything actually.

Well, the boyfriend had applied to become one of the Hitz.fm cruisers. He's now waiting for their confirmation. I'm disappointed actually. Wait. I'm disappointed as in what if he starts his job like, real soon? Because we've planned everything well after his diploma. First, Tokio Hotel's live together, which, i do really hope i could go there with him, seriously hoping. Next, Malacca trip that we've postponed months ago. And third, he promised he'll accompany me to Sarawak there to have a look at the uni. But now, every single thing is like hanging in the mid air now, not knowing what to do and where to go. Sigh. It's not i don't support him, i do really support him on working for Hitz.fm! But i just wanna spend more time with him because i know we can't spend time together like we used to after he start working, and what if i go to Sarawak? Everything's gonna change drastically by then. :'( Now the only thing is hope is, i'll be able to go to the Tokio Hotel live concert with him. Anyway i got a feeling he'll receive a call from the radio station. Duh! FML.

By the way, both of us planned to play a prank on the people in fb by setting our relationship to single. Too bad, not much people believe that. BIG failure. LOL. :((


Oh yeah, i just receive the exemption thing from the Swinburne. I don't understand what they mean but i guess they want me to start from Year 1 Sem 2. Kinda disappointing. Which means, i have to be there for like 3 years. If Swinburne is somewhere in KL or PJ of course i'll accept that happily. But then it's in Sarawak weh. =( I don't feel like leaving KL actually. I love being here. And KL is like my second home already. Wonder what's gonna happen to me that time when i leave. T____T Also, i can't go back home often, cant see mimi, and everything will be so mah fan.:((( Urgh!!
By the way, i can change to multimedia design. Which is making me very complicated now. Imma thinking whether should i switch to multimedia design or stay back at graphic design.
HELP.

Anyway i will be going to Raffles International College tomorrow. Hopefully everything will be darn fine cuz this one is something like The One Academy and i had enough of them already! >( Hopefully they'll accept me. Seriously. T___T Please please please! I beg you, Raffles! Accept meeeee!!!
Don't dare to think much and i don't want to either. So, i'll just let everything for the god to decide then. But i really hope Raffles will accept me lah. T.T


Imma looking for phones now. I mean smart phones! Cuz i wanna change mine already. Now the choices left is Nokia, Blackberry, and HTC. Gah. ;|

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Jealousy is a poison. Depression is a poison. As what my aunt told me.


I guess i'm deeply poisoned now.


Where's the cure for this?

:((

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Luckily i got my internet back, well, just for the moment. :( Borrowed the broadband from bubie. Can't stand anymore. Life is so freaking boring and miserable without internet! Praying that the lady will get a new router as soon as possible! Like, tomorrow? Gosh, hope so! :S

First and foremost, congratulations to bubie for getting your diploma. :) Knew you can do it. Imma always proud of you. ;)

Secondly, guess what. I'VE WON TICKETS TO TOKIO HOTEL'S LIVE!!! Zomgggg!! I still can't believe this! Few years ago, i started to fall in love with their music and hoping that one day they will come to malaysia, and i thought that's impossible. Who knows, few years later, on a random afternoon, heard the news from the radio station saying that they will come to malaysia. I was like in a total shock that time and seriously hoping to go to their concert so badly, which is on the 1st of May, at One Utama! Well, should i say i'm lucky still? It's soooo freaking near from where i stay!! XDDD Thank god i haven't buy the tickets from the TM, which costs  rm100 over for one package with all those shit stuffs just for the tickets. Now, i can save up the money. Heehee.. :) Though can't win the passes to meet the boys in person *sobs*.. It will be absolutely perfecto if i win that as well. Awww..

This had made my day. Err, half of the day, i should say. Cuz the stupid projects ruined my mood after that. Well, i was so emo not until my friend told me i won the tickets and it really is when i went to the site and check, freaking happy. Then, those people starting to dump projects to me, and, my mood went down again. :|

Seriously, i can't bear with this anymore. All i want to do is go back, study, and get my degree. Frankly, i still have interest for graphic design. But when it comes to this, uh no, not anymore. Maybe bubie's right, i can't work under people's control. Should work as a freelancer? Oh well. Saw this quote from the internet, and i like it very much.

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.


This, is making me feel like doing those things that i always wanted to do but dare not, somehow. From now onwards, i'm gonna live up my dream, be best of the best, if can.

Looking forward for the end of April. Wanna get out from hell man. Gahh!! 30th of April i beg you, please come fast!



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Told my friends and family about The One Academy case. Guess what.
All of them were sooo angry when they heard about my case. All of them. And they said i should give up on TOA and go for Swinburne.
My aunt even said that i should write an email about Toa case and forward to everybody.
Bubie's even worse, he asked me to send to The Star newspaper.
O______________O
Whoa.. I really wanna do that man! SOON i will!

At first dad suggested me to get into Swinburne but i insisted that i want Toa. In the end, still goes back dad's suggestion. And i can see that dad prefers me to go to Swinburne instead of Toa. Now everyone prefers me to go there instead of the arrogant, shitty, darn college too.

I guess, i really have to further my studies in Sarawak instead of KL then?? =(((( Fate??
Thought can meet my old friends up if imma in Sunway, stay in Sunway, or maybe Damansara, enjoy kl life to the max. But now... :(( GONE!

Gonna be real sad to leave here. I'm gonna miss EVERYTHING!! :(:(:(


Hopefully they'll place me in second year instead of first year. :////

Gah.


So, what do you think?? 

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Just came back from Ipoh. :( Went back for ching ming. And, ONE day in Ipoh is sooo NOT enough!! :(:(
Why can't i stay for a few more days? :(( Gahhh.. Stupid internship! No wonder lotsa people study life. Because you can ponteng whenever you want wtf. Hahaha.

By the way, thanks dad for the yummy home cook food! :D Finally! Home cook food after sooo long!

Well, one more month to go till i will be back in Ipoh. :( Because dad wants me to continue my internship till end of April. Which, i don't think so. Because i will quit in the mid of April, mostly. Eeeks. :/

Asked dad to call up the stupid toa tomorrow. Oh well, i got a feeling that the ending will still be the same. :( Anyway loads of good luck and all the best to dad dealing with those assholes! Hehehehe. :P Oh well, if it's still the same, SIGH!! :(:(:(:( Gonna go back there and get back all my portfolios. Still, i wish they change their mind.

Gotta get some good night sleep. Freaking tired day, i have to say. Tomorrow have to work, again. FML. :(

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Finally Tokio Hotel is coming to Malaysia!!!!!

Been waiting for this like so darn long man!!!
No matter what, IT'S A MUST TO GO!!

OMG!!
HAHAHA!!!

:D:D:D


http://star-ecentral.com/news/story.asp?file=/2010/3/21/soundnstage/5906232&sec=soundnstage

http://star-ecentral.com/news/story.asp?file=/2010/3/17/music/20100317185051&sec=music

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To the goddamn The One Academy, as well as the asshole staffs:


I am so pissed! So freaking pissed! And disappointed as well! That day the guy, named Ken Loh, called me up and said that all of you have already discussed and finally came to a decision that you all put me in Year 1 last semester. He even told me that i got exempted from all the subjects in foundation as well as Degree Year 1 first semester! I have been asking that over and over again is it confirmed that i can get into their degree straightly. The guy kept on saying yes, as they have already discussed and made their decision! And, he asked me to go there on Saturday so that he can explain more to me about the degree thing.
Of course, i was so fucking happy that time that i could get into their Year 1 last semester of the degree course. Thought i've made it.


But then when i get over there on Saturday, that Ken Loh is not there! Instead, they ask this woman, Stephanie Lim to approach to me. And she asked me why! Wtf. I explained everything to her. I the end, she took out the documents out, looked through them and said to me, i think you have to do foundation first. I was like what!? Then i explain everything to them. In the end, she said, in that case, i think you can get into degree. And according to the result, you can get exempted from all the subjects in Degree Year 1 first semester. But for the pengajian malaysia and moral you have to take. Bla bla bla. Dang! I was so angry that time and said i will be back by Tuesday then as the guy is not here.


So it's Tuesday and i'm at that place again. Jesus! I found the guy, and guess what! I thought he's the one who's going to explain everything to me! Who knows, when he saw me, he said, er, i will get Stephanie to you, my supervisor. We already discussed and she will talk to you. Wtf. You say you will talk to me but then now you said the woman will come and consult me?! She came, still the same, you have to start from foundation again bla bla bla bla bla! Want me to take MQA subjects again this and that. Hey! You all are private institute and i'm from public! Though the code number is different but it's still the same omg! My temper nearly blew off yet i managed to control myself. They required for course outline so i have to rush all the way back to college just to get that.

This morning, the bf helped me to send the outlines to her. In the afternoon i called her up and asked whether did she get the course outline. Guess what, she told it's already done but then before that she said she can only reply me on Friday wtf! And again, i have to start from foundation then only can proceed to degree. I scolded her on the phone as this is really the last straw and i couldn't control my temper. What she did was, kept on apologizing and giving lame, stupid excuses! This is seriously ridiculous! I mean, hello i've done with diploma, half way thru advanced and going to finish soon and yet you all want me to start from foundation wtf!? Do you what foundation means!? For those people who do not have the basic for the course they are taking! Goddamn TOA! You are making me disappointed, and gave me a very very bad impression! Their management and attitude SUCKS to the MAX!

Do not think you are the best college in Malaysia! Cuz there are more colleges or universities out there that are way better than you! Stop pretending as if you all are good in everything! The fact is, you all are not!

As i've always said, if Taylor's is having Degree for Graphic Design, i wouldn't even choose you!

For The One Academy, the story ends here. I won't even be so stupid to start from foundation again. I guess you all did this just for the sake of money, eh? Money suckers! Do not deny. Everybody around me told me so. And now, i've encountered that myself. Bah bai, lan si!  Go to hell! Curse all of you!
Oh, and do not think i only have one choice TOA! You all are speaking as if TOA is the last college in Malaysia and i got no choice but to enter them. What. The. Fuck! Joke! Ha ha ha!!


Besides you all, i've applied another one.



Fuck you, The One Academy!

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Fuck TOA!
Fuck fuck fuck!
All of them should be burned in hell!
Told me i could get into year 1 sem 2.
But said i have to start foundation because of that one freaking subject and continue my degree next year.
What the fuck is this!!?
Telling me different things now eh!?
Screw all of you!!
Screw the bitch!!

Don't think you are the best college in Malaysia!!
Taylor's and Sunway are way far better!!
Don't try to act as if you all are good in english!!
You are nothing when it comes to other colleges especially Taylor's!!

FUCK TOA!!!!!!


If it's like that, i rather go to Swineburne University. Since Taylor's design in under them. Gahhh!!!! But it's in Sarawak omfgggg!!!!

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ear wife:

I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you forever. I’ve been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it.
These last 2 weeks have been hell.

Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn’t even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don’t tell me you love me anymore; you don’t want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you’re cheating on me or you don’t love me anymore; whatever the case, I’m gone.

Your EX-Husband
P.S. don’t try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life!


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Dear Ex-Husband

Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter.

It’s true you & I have been married for 7 years, although a good man is a far cry from what you’ve been. I watch my soaps so much because they drown out your constant whining & griping Too bad that doesn’t work. I DID notice when you got a hair cut last week, but the 1st thing that came to mind was ‘You look just like a girl!’ Since my mother raised me not to say anything if you can’t say something nice, I didn’t comment. And when you cooked my favorite meal, you must have gotten me confused with MY SISTER, because I stopped eating pork 7 years ago. About those new silk boxers: I turned away from you because the $49.99 price tag was still on them, & I prayed it was a coincidence that my sister had just borrowed $50 from me that morning.

After all of this, I still loved you & felt we could work it out. So when I hit the lotto for 10 million dollars, I quit my job & bought us 2 tickets to Jamaica But when I got home you were gone.. Everything happens for a reason, I guess.

I hope you have the fulfilling life you always wanted. My lawyer said that the letter you wrote ensures you won’t get a dime from me.

So take care.

Signed,
Your Ex-Wife, Rich As Hell & Free!

P.S. I don’t know if I ever told you this, but my sister Carla was born Carl.

I hope that’s not a problem







LOLOLOLHAHAHAHA! Hilarious! XD



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What should be done has already done. It's up to them now. Hopefully i can get in.

*Fingers crossed*


But then, they are seriously pissing me off.
Just because that you are a well-known college, you can be so fucking arrogant, egoistic and picky?!! Fuck you man!
You are not my first option at all. Taylor's is always my first choice. Too bad they don't have degree. That's why i have to get in to Toa. Any benefits that you all gained from being that way? You are well-known is just because of the students there. Without the students, you are nothing! Nothing, hear that! 
Why can't you accept students like other colleges do!? I got a friend that already enrolled into Lim Kok Wing, Lim Kok Wing man! He can get in there easily, unlike mine. C'mon man. LKW, a well-known institute also, but they are not as arrogant and egoistic like Toa does! Most of my friends managed to transfer college successfully. But not me. 
Why the hell am i always the unlucky one!?
I thought everything will be fine after i hand over my portfolios and stuffs to them. Oh well, let's start from their service and manners. Suck, is the word i can describe. They never smile at all and behaved like a proud cock. They even show faces to you, like, in front of you, so obvious! Omg! Now i know why people hates Toa. Toa, college full of proud, arrogant, egoistic cocks. First, when i get there, they require this and that. Next, i have to take their english test and stupid questionnaires and ask you lame questions. Wtf. Then draw a potrait, again. I've noticed one thing, not here trying to show off or criticizing, but it's the fact, and still i can't believe it. Their english level... *coughs* You know what i mean. Was so shocked when i read through their test questions. Foods, waters.. WTF? And when i spoke english to the office workers and the counsellor, they can't even answer you properly and of course, what i've asked they explain another thing to me. =____= Sweat. And when i got back home, one of the admin called, saying that i have to take IELTS test. Why the hell you tell me that now!!? Fine! Then after that, they require course outline. I gave them my course outline but then they emailed me back, saying that they want course description, syllabus, details, assignments, blablabla.. so that they can go through the assessments in detail. Kanasai!!! Who the hell requires all these things for credit transfer!? We do not have so detailed course descriptions man! I did my very best and submitted everything. Plus, i don't think the colleges out there requires students that wanna transfer in to do that. I got friends that already transferred to other colleges like MMU, Taylor's, Sunway, LKW... Yet, i didn't see them facing difficulties in transferring at all. And their process of application is not so troublesome at all. Why mine!? Urgh! And why i'm always the unlucky one!?
If it's so freaking troublesome and complicating, i rather not enroll in.
Stupid.




I will go to Taylor's if they got Degree.


Too bad they don't. :((((((




Fuck you, Toa.







I am so not happy right now. Why some people are so happy with their life? Am i too jealous? Or am i way too competitive? Or compatible? Urgh. Somebody help me out. :'((((((





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I can't concentrate right now. Urgh.

Guess what, i never thought this would ever happen to me man, omggg..
CATERPILLARS IN MY ROOM!! Omfg!! How the heck on earth they climb their way in!!??
Thank god bubie called just now. If not, i wouldn't see them climbing on the wall. Oh my gosh!
First cockroaches and now caterpillars. So what's up next!? 
Freaking disgusting man! Till now the goosebumps are still all over my body, can't stop thinking of the creeping creatures. I guess there are more. But i can't find where the hell they came from.


So, i guess i'm hundred percent city girl.
And i don't think i'll survive if i stay in a kampung place.
Therefore i shall reconsider of my camping vacation plan.
Wtf.



Also, i hate the dog. No offence tho. This is the truth.
It'll attack people all of a sudden! And i didn't even do anything to it!
When i wanna drag her out of my room, she'll snap or bite my hand.
IS THIS DOG INSANE!??
I love dogs. But not this one.
Oh, it's a female by the way.
That's why i hate female animals. Always "pms" and grumpy all the time.
Since the guinea pigs are here, the dog is always, like forever sitting outside of my room and keep on sniffing.
Looks like it's guarding my room, but actually she's trying to find the chance to come into my room or maybe try to attack me?
This is pretty annoying. 
Urgh.

I miss home.
At least i can find comfort there and don't need to face all these.
=(

Hopefully i'll manage to find a better place to move in, though i like to stay in damansara.
Oh wait, before hoping for all these, here's the main thing, hopefully i can get in there. =(
Herherher.
Oh dear god, help.
:'((

ps: No more caterpillars, cockroaches or whatever insects, please!!

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Today is the happiest Friday ever since i've started my internship.
Because today is a public holiday! No work! Yo ho! XD

Went to Sunway Pyramid, Sungei Wang and  Lowyat with bubie today.
Lowyat is so not my place. Hate it!
Bought a black colour nail polish at the Skin Food store in Sunway Pyramid. ( Again? I know i know. Just can't get enough of black nail polishes! Hahaha. )
Wanted to buy their facial masks over there. Cuz i heard their masks are useful. Oh well, maybe next time then. =|  Teehee. I am addicted to applying masks ever since the first time i did that. It's so so comfy and cooling when it's on your face. Lol.
And then, this is the most unbelievable one. I bought a pair of contact lens that last for three months for 50 bucks. Wanted to wear that like years ago, in the end, bought them few years later. -___- Don't even dare to wear them after i heard those 'stories' about contact lens. Something like the lens will move everytime you blink your eyes, it'll fold up in your eyes when they dry up(wtf!?), sometimes it'll goes up into the eye lid(omgggwthhh!!??)...yadayadayada. Thank to you, mister! -_- You know who you are! Hmph! And it's too late to return back the lens and redeem your money. Urgh. Will try and see how. Somehow, wearing specs makes me feel safer, for now, though it is very very very uncomfortable and inconvenient.

And yea, plan to continue my sketches tomorrow.
Oh wait, i might be going to that place tomorrow for inquiries. Dang. I wish i won't hear any disappointing and sad.
Omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg!!!!
So damn nervous right now.
As if my heart is going to stop beating. And feel like crying at the same time.
Wtf.
Anyway.
God please bless me!!
Please please please please pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
T__T

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Went for "lou sang" lunch with all the colleagues today.

And i noticed that, not all the people over there are bad. Well yea, some are really fucked up.
But then there are nice and funny people over there too.

Can say most of them revealed their true self today. Hah.

Cuz there's this middle age malay lady. I never see her smile and to me she's pretty fierce and unfriendly, hardly ever see her smile.
But then, surprisingly, she asked me to follow her. By the time we sat in the car, she started to gossip and chat non stop. I was like, "Whoa, she can talk a lot!" And the most unexpecting one is, she suddenly flipped her hands and squealed, "Now i can buy my dvd!!!" Can you imagine that? Omg. =__=

This is the funniest "lou sang" that i've ever had in my life.
" More Money, More Wealth, More Health, More Food, More Holidays, More Cars, More Houses, More Girlfriends, More Boyfriends, More Children, More Grandchildren, More Husbands, More Wives, More Mistress, More Sex, More Sex, More Sex..."
What the heck.
=_______=
Can't help but laugh all the way. Even harder when they started to joke.

And of course, thanks to those that helped me on the food.

Lou Sang had made my day. =) Hee.

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I am back in KL. =(((
Being back to school is somehow not that depressing to be back to work.
I'm not going to work today, cuz i'm sick. But i have to go to work tomorrow.
FML.
How i wish i could get few days more of the holidays.
Urgh.

Why am i the one who dislikes internship?
All my friends they do really enjoy. But NOT me.
=/
This, *coughs* has something to do with the company. Well, yea, heh.

By the way, Moustache and Triffle will be staying with me for the week.
Cuz somebody can't take care of them. Hee.
Oh well, i'm happy! :)
At least i got something to accompany me here in this quiet, dead room.
Though i have to use the landlady's fridge to keep the vegetables. And this is really scary. Cuz, imma afraid that she will think what the hell is that bag of greenish stuffs doing in her fridge and then she'll throw away. =/
Aw, hope this won't happen. =s

Also, the toilet bowl has gone "missing" from the toilet.
Well, actually the toilet bowl already had problem one week ago and now she only repair???
Why never get it repaired when i'm away??
T.T
How the hell am i gonna do my business?!?!
Please do get the toilet bowl installed BY TODAY!! PLEASE!!
Gosh!
Life is miserable without a complete, proper toilet too! 

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Dang, i'm sick.
Sore throat, cough, flu and soon i think i'm gonna get fever.
=/ How am i gonna go back in a sick condition?
I still have to drive man!
Oh well, maybe i don't need to go to work on Monday then. Heh.
Cuz i'm so so so sick of that place. And yeah, doing the same old shit again and again.
Please, i rather go back to study life. Though i know i'm gonna be stressed.
But guess it's better than working, huh.
Stupid internship. Of course, thanks to internship, i learned lotsa things.


And yeah, i hate my brother, so much!

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It's the fifth day of Chinese New Year! Still i feel nothing at all.
The relatives has already gone back.
Soon i have to go back to that place.
And continue with the normal boring life again.

Can't sleep yesterday though. Was thinking about how my future will be like.
And planning it too, of course.
Heh.
Hopefully what i am hoping for will come true.

Now i feel like starting a new blog.
The old one is just way too messy.
With stuffs loaded in it for like past three years?
Oh well, wait till i can get into toa, i will start a new blog.

Everything has to be done before mid of March.
Well, IF i can get in, i'm planning to stop my internship.
Come back to Ipoh, have a full rest, and ready, set, go for a new life again.
That is, IF i can lah.
Ahah. =|

Owh, and i wanna start a scrap book, soon! :)

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Chinese New Year's coming! 

But still i feel nothing! 

Anyway will be going back Ipoh on Saturday 4am. Then when i reach Ipoh have to follow my dad to Penang. Sounds tiring, eh? Yea, it is. Tomorrow still gotta face the traffic jam thing, which, is a total disaster. Hopefully the highway won't jam around 4am or something. Can't wait to be back to Ipoh though. Will be there for one whole week! Yeah! :D Thank god the company allows me to take leave.

Just noticed that there are a few old college friends they are now studying in UTAR. Oooh goodness. I SHALL START AND FINISH MY SKETCHES AS SOON AS POSSIBLE! I don't want this one and only chance to slip away. Bless me, god. :(

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It's has been a week since i've started my internship. Starting get used to it, perhaps? Or not. Just to know that, internship is not fun at all. Maybe it's because of the company? I don't know. All i know is, every morning when i wake up i will be in the most grumpy mood ever. And doing the same old damn shit again and again. Fml. I wonder when they gonna put me back in the design studio. Just because i am from Tarc then you all have to put me in the recruitment department. Fuck. Those Segi students they are able to do big projects just right after they got in. So not fair.

Fine. At least i get to know how's the real world like now. I hate it.

I don't wanna grow up. =(



At last, congratulations to my cousin brother!


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Just got to know that there are 3 trainees in the company too. I thought i am the only trainee in the company and i thought they are permanent workers over there. =.= Well one chinese guy, one malay guy and one malay girl. They aren't that bad though, quite friendly, and funny. The girl is from UITM while the other two guys are from Segi college. Still, the design department still remain all boys cuz the girl is under sales and marketing. =/
Oh yea, speaking about this, reminded me something that happened today. Basically, those people are diploma, and i'm studying advanced diploma. But, what i learned are like their foundation thing only. Told them the subjects i learned and they were like, omg, you take this subject in advanced? We took this back in foundation. Can see their surprising expression, so obvious. ;( What to do, this is Tarc. Sigh.

I wonder when they gonna put me back in design department instead of recruit department. =S

Working is freaking tiring! Urgh!

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Today is my second day of work. And i'm starting to feel bored and seriously i really hate working so much. It's like everyday you wake up around 5 or 6 in the morning. Get yourself prepared and then go to work, not to mention the jam here. Terrible. No matter in the morning or evening, the jam is really really bad. Never encounter such terrible traffic jam before so this is my first time. And yeah, reach the office you have to start to work already. 9 hours man! Fuck. Sitting there going no where but to face your computer and stuffs. Everyday i suffered from headache, neck pain, shoulder pain, back pain due to sitting down and facing the computer too damn long. Oh and leg pain too. Stepped on uncountable times of clutch and break.

Seriously this is the first time in my life working. And just two damn days, i'm starting to hate it. I rather go back college to study, for now, maybe. I'm so not prepared to face the world yet. Though i know i have to. =/ Still i wanna enjoy my life first before i started my working life. Thanks to the internship. I will cherish my study life even more. Working has got no life at all. All you need to do is work then come back and sleep. The next day, same old shit again. :S Duh. I'm so tired of this. Everytime i wanna do something i want when i come back from work, i just can't cuz i'm so tired. :( Oh well, maybe like the people around me said to me, you will get used to it. Oh god. T_____T!!

And..and.. Did i mention that i got lost twice in KL? First time is when i drive back here. I was following my dad but then i lost track of my dad and i go the wrong way and i got lost. Then the second one was today. I was so sleepy and tired till i forgot how to go to my work. Actually i got lost twice today. :$ The first one luckily i'm able to turn back to my house. The second one is terrible. I almost cried. Luckily i followed the signboard that writes Kelana. If not, i think i'll be on my way back to Ipoh or perhaps Shah Alam or Port Klang. Gosh. In the end, i manage to find my way to my working place. Thanks to the malay guy. And luckily i never listen to the cops. Peeps! Never ask the cops directions when you are lost! Cuz they give complicating roads instead of simple one and you might ended up worse. Like today, the malay guy told me that i have to stick to the left and when i see Shell station just turn in there straightly. I understand immediately after what he told me. But the cops, oh my god. " You U turn, masuk Kelana park, jalaan ke hujung sana, belok kanan, jalan lagi, belok kanan..." Wtf man. I'll be in no where if i listen to them.

Well i don't know what's wrong with me. Two days before my work starts bubie still teach me how to go to Kelana Square and i made it. But today, no. :( Hate the signboards here man. They lead you to no where.

Now, i am so looking forward for the Chinese New Year to come. Can't wait to get back to Ipoh man. I wish i could stop this internship and go back to Ipoh for good. Then only start college. Heh.

I miss home. :'( 30th of April please come fast i beg you!

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I'm in PJ now. Damansara.

Guess what.
The suckiest thing that happened to me ever since i moved here is the internet connection!

Fuck.

Now i have to "steal" other people's connection.
Holy!
I wonder when i can have my own, normal, internet connection.

Oh yea, and having your car isn't that fun.
Have to face the stupid drivers on the road, reckless drivers, selfish drivers!
And you have to worry about your car's safety.
The petrol as well!
T___T
Now i know.

And..and..
I hate being alone!
I mean really alone.
Do everything by yourself and with no one.
It's like you really have to do everything by your own already.
Gotta start to learn to be really independent.
Gotta learn to grow up already.

I hate this feeling.
I really don't wanna grow up!
T.T


Anyway internship starts tomorrow.
Hopefully i can wake up early to avoid the stupid jam and to get parking.
Fingers crossed.


I miss home. :(

By the way thank you bubie for helping me these few days.
=]

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Just read a post from a friend from facebook.

Should sleep early from now onwards. :|


太晚睡觉等于自杀 (献给爱熬夜的年轻朋友)

沉重的话题: 一个97级的名校高才生,毕业后进微软的,上月死了,只不过25岁的黄金年龄,珍视自己的生命吧,大家。对了,又听到一个悲伤的消息。广告界(omfg!i'm gonna work in advertising or design firm after i graduate! Shit!)的好青年,又挂了一人了。此人是联旭的,是业务还是设计我也搞不清楚。(设计?!?!?) 几天在连续加班后的某晚, 回家睡觉后第二天就叫不醒,挂了。奇怪的是,约二个月前,也是联旭的一位女生业务,也是这样,不过她是离职后第二天,还是第几天,睡一觉就起不来了。医生说是猝死,推测是过劳。


总之,这些天九点联旭就全部关灯,大家都不加班了。大家要好好保重身体呢。那几人之前没有发生任何的迹象:原本一向身体健康,时常运动(打篮球)但在近日连续熬夜数晚,经过数日后,突然第二天起床会觉得很疲劳!一闭眼就想睡觉!(跟前一日熬夜的感觉不同),而且会腰酸背痛,但一到晚上精神又好起来!别以为这是小事!根据中医的看法,是因过劳而造成体内器官阴阳失调, 就是体内器官起内讧,互相打架,最后造成器官衰竭而死,所以希望你不是下一个!
OMFG!! I felt that way during the period imma rushing for the assignments! Damn!! D:

晚上9-11点为免疫系统(淋巴)排毒时间,此段时间应安静或听音乐
晚间11-凌晨1点,肝的排毒,需在熟睡中进行。
凌晨1-3点,胆的排毒,亦同。
凌晨3-5点,肺的排毒。此即为何咳嗽的人在这段时间咳得最剧烈,
因排毒动作已走到肺;不应用止咳药,以免抑制废积物的排除。
凌晨5-7点,大肠的排毒,应上厕所排便。
早上7-9点,小肠大量吸收营养的时段,应吃早餐。( i will eat breakfast from now onwards. T.T )
疗病者最好早吃,在6点半前,养生者在7点半前,
不吃早餐者应改变习惯,即使拖到9、10点吃都比不吃好。
半夜至凌晨4点为脊椎造血时段,必须熟睡,不宜熬夜。
附:人体24小时使用手册

1∶00 人体进入浅睡阶段,易醒。此时头脑较清楚,熬夜者想睡反而睡不着。
2∶00 绝大多数器官处于一天中工作最慢的状态,肝脏却在紧张工作,生血气为人体排毒。
3∶00 进入深度睡眠阶段,肌肉完全放松。
4∶00 “黎明前的黑暗”时刻,老年人最易发生意外。血压处于一天中最低值,糖尿病病人易出现低血糖,心脑血管患者易发生心梗等。
5∶00 阳气逐渐升华,精神状态饱满。
6∶00 血压开始升高,心跳逐渐加快。高血压患者得吃降压药了。
7∶00 人体免疫力最强。吃完早饭,营养逐渐被人体吸收。
8∶00 各项生理激素分泌旺盛,开始进入工作状态。
9∶00 适合打针、手术、做体检等。此时人体气血活跃,大脑皮层兴奋,痛感降低。
10∶00 工作效率最高。
10∶00-11∶00属于人体的第一个黄金时段。心脏充分发挥其功能,精力充沛,不会感到疲劳。
12∶00 紧张工作一上午后,需要休息。
12∶00-13∶00是最佳"子午觉"时间。不宜疲劳作战,最好躺着休息半小时至一小时。
14∶00 反应迟钝。易有昏昏欲睡之感,人体应激能力降低。
15∶00 午饭营养吸收后逐渐被输送到全身,工作能力开始恢复。
15∶00-17∶00为人体第二个黄金时段。最适宜开会、公关、接待重要客人。
16∶00 血糖开始升高,有虚火者此时表现明显。阳虚、肺结核等患者的脸部最红。
17∶00 工作效率达到午后时间的最高值,也适宜进行体育锻炼。
18∶00 人体敏感度下降,痛觉随之再度降低。
19∶00 最易发生争吵。此时是人体血压波动的晚高峰,人们的情绪最不稳定。
20∶00 人体进入第三个黄金阶段。记忆力最强,大脑反应异常迅速。
20∶00-21∶00适合做作业、阅读、创作、锻炼等。
22∶00 适合梳洗。呼吸开始减慢,体温逐渐下降。最好在十点半泡脚后上床,能很快入睡。
23∶00 阳气微弱,人体功能下降,开始逐渐进入深度睡眠,一天的疲劳开始缓解。
24∶00 气血处于一天中的最低值,除了休息,不宜进行任何活动。

OMG.

Should start to take care of my health.
D:


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2 days left to go then i have to go back to KL.
Damn this holiday is totally NOT enough for me, at all!
4 days to be in Ipoh only. =( Yer.

Gonna drive back to KL this coming Thursday.
Myself, i guess. Don't wanna trouble my dad too much.

Seriously have to get the sketches done and my portfolios ready. Shall start sketching this week!

Hopefully i can get what i want. Fingers crossed to my only hope.



By the way, this HIV commercial is hilarious!
This is what i call creative!
=]

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And now i'm back in Ipoh. It's so so so good to be home! =)) 

Before i start babbling along, i'm now wondering.


WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH MY CHAT BOX!?!?!?
ALL THE PREVIOUS MESSAGES ARE ALL GONE!!!!
WTF!?!?!?
>:(

Duhh!!

Anyway yesterday was a really tiring day. Finally i shifted all the things out from the hostel. Well, not all, Thursday i'll be going back to KL. :( And i have to shift all the things i left there also gotta check out from the hostel already. ;( Ooh, and shift some things back to KL. :/
Like i've predicted, my dad is so shocked with my things and he said he should have drove a lorry to help me shift the things out. -_- Guess what, i needed two cars to help me to shift all the things out! Geez.
Thanks dad, bro and bubie for coming all the way to hostel to help me. =]

Went to Facebook just now and saw this event invitation from my friend. Gathering i think. o_0 Well it will be on the 29th, which is Friday. I wish i could attend though. Not really sure. Cuz i need to get my things there done and, that time i will be in Damansara. No LRT. And it's impossible for me to drive to KL cuz first, the petrol and second, i don't know the way to KL city. Will see how then. Hmmm..

Btw now i'm starting to save money to get myself a new handphone.
I want a smart phone.
Don't know gotta wait till when. :S

Money money money.
Come to me pleaseeeeee.
=/




P/s: Finally i got a table lamp!! =D Been waiting for ages! Thanks dad! Woohoo! \o/

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Owhhh..Finally! The paper has finally over! Though today i don't really have the time to finish all of them. I rushed like a mad ass at the last two sections, especially section c! T___T Oh yea, should say yesterday, since it's 2.15 in the morning. Heheh. Slept too much this afternoon that's why i'm wide awake right now. =|

So now, gotta start to prepare for the internship. Gonna miss the classmates, somehow. =s

Later, i mean during the noon time,i will be shifting the things out from the hostel to damansara. I'm a lil excited and sad at the same time. Excited is because that i'll be in a new place new environment soon, of course i know it won't be as good as in college. Well, have to learn to grow up already. ;( Somehow i am sad to leave the hostel. Though i've been stay there for like 2 and a half years. But there are a lot of memories there. I'm gonna miss my room. Gosh, feel like wanna cry already. I'm starting to miss the days when my old hostel mates were still there. T.T Awww... miss you people heaps and of course, the times when we are together. T_T

Now i'm headache how i'm gonna shift my things. My dad asked me does he need to drive a lorry down here to help me shift the things. Sweat. =___=|||||

Heading back to Ipoh later! Woots! =]

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United State of Pop.
This is the remix of all the songs that are top 25 in the billboard from a particular year.



2007






2008






2009




Well i personally love the 2009's. It's much more better compared to 2007 and 2008. A LOT.

Lots of nice song in year 2009 actually. Heh. :)

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To you, dear Truffle.









Thought of bringing you to the vet tomorrow.
Thought you'll be okay and you will hang on.
Thought i could play with you again.
Thought i could cuddle you again.
Thought i could stroke your fur and hear you purr again.
Thought i could see you sleeping or sitting quietly by my side again.
Thought i could hear your chicken-like squeaks again.
Thought you will nibble and lick my finger again.

Thought i could see you again.
Thought you could stay with me.


Never thought the goodbye i said to you on Sunday was the last goodbye.


I miss you Truffle.
You are the cutest and best guinea pig i ever had so far.
I miss everything from you.
And your blurriness when you travel in car for a long distance.



 Why you wanna leave, Truffle?? Why?? :'(:'(:'(:'(









I weeped non stop when i heard that just now.
And now i still do. I just can't help it.
Was hoping what i heard just now isn't real.
I miss you so much Truffle.
:'(
Bubie said we're not gonna have another guinea pig anymore.
Sigh.
:'



RIP, Truffle. Join Beanie and Busta in heaven and be good k. :)


Hope Triffle is still fine. He's too shocked to see what had happened just now i guess. Afterall, he's still a baby. This is going to be the last guinea pig. Sigh. :'S Hopefully he will last long.


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Dear Truffle.
I hope you will be alright.
ASAP.


Dear God.
Please help Truffle.
I don't wanna loose him.
He's the best guinea pig i ever had.
He's a good boy.
Heal him.
Please.
I pray to you.


:'(



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I'm done with the statistics paper.
Today morning. Oh no, should say yesterday morning.
Not good at all.
Probably, most probably i think i will flunk the paper for sure.
Gosh. And i just found out there are a few friends that are in the same situation with me.
Oh well, maybe i'm the worse then. Erherherher *sobs*
Was wondering why the hell i have to take this paper. All my friends were so shocked to know the graphic design students  in tarc needa take this stupid paper. Maybe we're under mass comm. Sigh. Bet the students from the next batch don't need to take this paper as graphic design will be under creative arts. Why now only change it man?! Should have done that earlier wtf. Stupid college.

Anyway, i still got one more paper to go, which is english for management social science thingy(i forgot the subject title! Ehehehehehehe). It won't be as easy was you think. Hard to score. Sigh. This paper is my only hope. Oh dear god.. *prays*

Gotta start cleaning up my things tomorrow and start packing. I am very very very lazy to do so. :( Plus, my things are super duper messy, you'll faint if you step into my room. Designer wad, what to do. Know this is an excuse. Buahahaha =P. Seriously i don't know where to start. And i hate to see the insects among the piles of rubbish. For example, spiders and cockroaches. Eeeeekkkksssss!
Well, no matter what, i need to start cleaning and packing tomorrow. Urgh.

Smsed the landlady this morning, telling her that i will shift in on Saturday. But then she said that she won't be in, only Sunday. Oh well... The way she replied the message is so aggressive, to me, that's what i feel. And i got a feeling, that the landlady is not a good and kind person. Shit man! =( Sigh. Now i can only move my things in on Sunday.

Will be heading back to Ipoh this coming Sunday. Can't wait to be back in Ipoh! Cuz i think i can't go back to Ipoh for 3 months. Well, except Chinese New Year. That's what i'm looking for right now. =/ Haven't buy the train ticket yet. Don't know how i'm gonna go back. I'll drive back, i guess. :/ Better have enough rest when i'm back in Ipoh, cuz when i'm back here i'll be busy like shit, again. -_- Thought of coming back on the 30th. But then my dad wants me to come back early, cuz i need to take the car down to drive first and yeah i need to learn the roads in pj. No choice. =(  And the weirdest and shocking thing ever. My dad expects me to drive back here alone, on the highway. Whoa... I'm speechless here.
Will be coming back here next Thursday. Cuz i need to check out from the hotel and get things here done. Kinda sad to leave though. It's not about the roommate. It's the room. I've been staying here for like 2 years already and there are a lots of memories here. Miss the old hostel mates so so much. :'( Gonna miss everything here.


By the way, i saw this photo album in facebook about the graphic design showcase by utar students. Damn man. Now i really really feel shameful. The students' standard over there are much more higher than us. Omg. This reminds me of the conversation just now with my friend in msn. She asked me am i regret to continue to study here. And my answer is, YES, and VERY. Should have transfer at the first place. Sigh. Reasons? Nah, ain't gonna write here. Gonna be really long. The classmates are okay actually. Now i'm putting hopes in this one and only chance. Hopefully, i can make it. Keep my fingers and toes crossed.
Oh pleaseeeeee.... :'(



Should start the sketches soon. Wait till i get all the art stuffs first. Hmmm...



And now i'm addicted to this song. It's all over my head now.
Hahaha.
Surfin' Bird by The Trashmen.
It's the rock and roll song from the 1960's.

Bird, bird, bird, bird is the word.
LOL. =D

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Looking back at the old pictures 2 years ago. Wait. Should be 2 and a half years then? Since it's 2010 right now? O.o
I realized that i was really really FAT. No wonder my family and friends were so shocked to see me that time. =.=
Seriously i gain lot of weight ever since i came to college.






Taken during my first year in college.
Forgot first or second semester.
Look at me!
Gawddd!!
Hitting 61kg man!




And a year later...
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This was like the last semester of my diploma year.
Errr... I slimmed down,11kgs.
I didn't go diet k!


Just noticed that i looked different compared to last time.
I mean my look.
I'm still the same old me actually.


Nothing much.
Just wanna jot down here and let you people see how imma like 2 and a half years ago.
People laughed at me due to my fatness.
Oh well, what goes around comes around.




Taken at Sunway Lagoon 2 years plus plus ago.




And this was taken at the same place, Sunway Lagoon.
End of my diploma.


Spot me!
=)

The peeps in the picture changed a lot tho.


Owh well.
Guess i'm just crapping here.
Hehehehehe.
You can ignore this post anyway.
Heh.
=]

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So here i am.
Been really busy these days.
For the stupid exam!
T___T
Still got 2 more papers to go.
Damn.


Watched Alvin and The Chipmunks 2.
And i have to say i really hate the chipettes! They are really annoying to me. I prefer the chipmunks. :P They are adorable and cute, unlike the chipettes. <____<  Anyhow, i don't really like the second one, still prefer the first. And the first one is always the best. =D

ps: CHIPETTES! NICE NAME FOR THE FEMALE CHIPMUNKS. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! ( ahem, of course, if you know what i mean. teehee!)


By the way, i think i'm doomed for the law paper. Wait, is definitely, absolutely, surely DOOMED. Why? I don't have enough time to finish. We have to write three freaking long essays in just 2 hours. Dangg! And then, i forgot what i've memorized. So, all the efforts are all wasted! *cries* :'(

And i don't think i will do well for the next paper, which is statistics. You know how weak am i in maths and how much i hate maths. No idea why. My brain always shuts down or turn upside down(normally it will shut down) when it comes face to face with maths. Yea, that's the fact. Don't even think god can help me out unless they give me more maths brain cells. Lol wtf.


Been driving around PJ area these few days. It's not cool to drive on the LDP highway. And even worse when it's jam time. Wonder next time how am i gonna get back home man. My friend told me that it's very hard for me to get home around 6 because it's the peak time of the traffic jam. And probably i can only go home around 8.30 ohmylalala. Urgh. Why traffic jam always happen? ( I know i'm asking a lame question wtf hahaha) No life no life. Oh well. Gotta feel thankful because i get the car down here to drive. Right. Shall shaddup then.

And yeah, i don't need to wear formal during my internship. Basically the designers there do not need to wear formal attire. Well unless i'm in the marketing line.
Feel super shocked and was like what the hell when the guy told me:" Oh nonono. You don't have to wear formal. You are a designer. You dress up whatever you want. We leave our designer to dress up what they want. You want to dye your hair gold and red and purple, just go on. It's alright. Or maybe you want to have big earrings.. bla bla bla..."
This is freaking HILARIOUS!
Was so happy and like what the heck?!?!? at the same time.
Whoa whoa whoa.
And i'll be working from monday till friday! =) thank god!
Unfortunately i don't know what time i will be finishing. Cuz sometimes i need to stay back till late night if there's any project for me to do.
This, i really don't want.
First, it's tiring enough.
Second, i'll be doing things alone. Go back alone. (This is scary enough.)
Third, the parking lot opposite the office is seriously freaking me out. (No lights nothing at all! Now this is really scary. What if someone jumps out and rob me or...or... TOUCHWOOD!)


Anyway gotta start study for the statistics now. Shit. =(
No matter what gonna force myself to master the chapters.
But i don't think so.
Herherher.

Can't wait till the statistics paper ends!


Things to be done after the stats paper.
1. Study for the english paper.
2. Start to pack up my things.
3. Clean and throw and pack my stuffs.
4. Shift some of my stuffs to Damansara.
5. Shift some of my stuffs back to Ipoh.
6. Start my sketches asap!!!!!!!!
7. Enjoy my few days of holidays in Ipoh to the max. (because i don't have semester break this time!)


Lastly, i wish i get RM500 for my allowance!!! Which, i don't think so. The guy said maybe RM300. Oh my frogging gawdddd!! Pray hard that they'll change their mind. =(
Owh, and have to ask for the parking thing. Hopefully everything goes well and i can get the permission to park inside the kelana square instead of the car park which is located out there. It's really scary because the place seems really dangerous. I don't want to park there ahhhhh.. *cries and whines and yells*



*statistics*
 sigh.


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Hola! Just got back from Petaling Jaya. Kinda tiring tho.

Took the train all the way from the Wangsa to the last stop, which is Kelana. Then met up with my cousin brother and his girlfriend there. After that they took me to have a look at those houses. Because i need a place to stay during my internship.

Well the first place we went is Damansara Uptown. And the next one is the Ridzuan condo which is located opposite Sunway. In the end, i choose to stay at Damansara Uptown.

Why?
-The house at Damansara Uptown is so freaking much better than the house in Ridzuan. Will tell you more later.
- All the time i wanted to stay in Damansara. So here's the chance. Hehehehe.
- The place over there ain't that bad.
- The room was nice with a bathroom attached to it.
- The rental was cheaper compared to the Ridzuan's. Rm 460 including everything as well as air cond! As for Ridzuan, Rm 480 per month. Haven't add deposit and parking fees yet.


Oh well, there is a very bad thing about staying in Damansara.
In order to go to work, i need to use the LDP Highway.
And for your information, LDP always jam like shyt!
No matter morning till night.
I have to face TRAFFIC JAM EVERYDAY!
T.T
So, next time morning i have to go out super early and go back super late at night!
Yam gonggggg!
LIFELESS MAN!!
Totally lifeless!
T_____T
You will be seeing me crying all the way to and from work.


Actually at first i thought of staying at Ridzuan.
But then when i saw the environment over there today.
Oh. My. God.
I would never stay at the place. Never.
- First, the guards are like vases standing there and won't ever bother who's getting into the place.
- Second, the whole place are so gloomy and dark. I get goose bumps when i stepped in there.
- Third, the lifts are so old and actually stinks. Smells like smoke and puke.
- Fourth, there are no lights at all at the corridor. And the place seems haunted to me.
- Fifth, the house. Three words, Oh My God.
I bet you don't wanna stay in this place man.
- The place looks darn dirty and smells of alcohol and smoke and err... puke?
- I see cigarettes and alcohol bottles on the floor.
- They never clean the place!
- Slimes and algae growing on the wall wtf.
- The people that are staying in there.. I don't think it's safe to stay with them.
- There is only one toilet in the house wth and it's so damn small plus dirty. I bet there are a lot of cockroaches in there.
- The room that they give me to stay in is so freaking small! Smaller than my hostel room man! Omg can you imagine that?!? No space to move around also.
- The furnitures look so old and broke down.
- The mattress is grey in colour man! Hell! Supposed to be bright red. Guess the mattress is full of bed bugs and kutu.
- The woods on the floor. God, i don't wanna mention that man.
- The kitchen is in a total mess.
- Water is dripping out from the fridge and i think it's gonna collapse anytime.
- No internet connection.

Basically the place is really really BAD.
And yet they still dare to charge Rm 480!
>:(

That's why in the end i choose to stay at the Damansara Uptown. Because that place is so much better compared to Ridzuan.

Though i have to face traffic jam every single day.
Erherherher.
But i don't really mind. Cuz i finally get the car to KL and drive already!
Oooh yeah!
Can't wait! =D

All the time, even before internship starts i already wanted to stay in Damansara and work in PJ.
Can't believe my thought came true!
Gosh! :-O

PJ i'll be there next month! =DD


Anyway thanks loads to the cousin brother and his girlfriend for bringing me around. =)



From today onwards i need to know all the roads in KL and PJ.
Sigh. The roads here are so complicated.
How i wish i got a GPS.
=/
That would be so much easier.



By the way, the cou bro's gf's brother (complicated weh LOL) studied in The One before.
Digital Animation.
He told me that The One is super super crazy.
And very competitive.
Have to spend a lot of time on the assignments.
Because they really focus on the work quality.
For those people who likes to party they'll gone 2 months later. (OMG)
You will go mad if you study there.

I already know that.
T_______T

Well, for me, i think it's worth it for the sake of your own future.
Have to lah.
Go overseas you can go anytime.
But not studies.
So, yeah.
You know what i mean now.


I've chosen the path i want.
And no matter how hard it is.
I'm gonna walk till the very end.
For the sake of everything.

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Tsk tsk tsk.
It's really sad when i read the news today.

A church in KL has been torched.
After that, i got to know that not only one church, but a few churches!
What's wrong with the people here today?

Mad nation.
This morning, the sky weeps for 1M'sia.

http://www.themalaysianinsider.com/index.php/malaysia/48874-kl-church-torched-

http://www.thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2010/1/8/nation/20100108115637&sec=nation

http://www.thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2010/1/8/nation/20100108105729&sec=nation

http://www.themalaysianinsider.com/index.php/malaysia/48906-pj-catholic-church-attacked

http://www.themalaysianinsider.com/index.php/malaysia/48918-security-tightened-as-politicians-condemn-church-attacks

http://www.themalaysianinsider.com/index.php/opinion/aidil-rusli/48909-have-faith

http://www.themalaysianinsider.com/index.php/opinion/breaking-views/48934-what-are-you-fighting-for--shazwan-mustafa-kamal