Time really flies. Indeed. It's like when u turn your head back, then it's a new day again.
Three more days to go, for a whole new year.
So long and goodbye for year 2007..
and hola for a new year 2008..
see..
time flies..
i'd never thought this year will end like this..
it's just too fast for me..
and i havent done anything i wish..
since when i came to collage..
it's been months i stay in kl..
nearly a year..
and i haven't notice that yet until just now..
for this whole "long" year..
i've always thought..
so what..??
it's been 18 years..
over and over again..
"New Year" Comes and Goes..
But now..
a more grown-up one i guess..
Every end, there's always a beggining...
So should i say this is the end..?
Or should i say it's just the beginning of the story beats me...
Year in Year out...
We celebrate New Year...
We shout to everyone
happy new year
then hugged each other...
but when we sat down n thought...
have i wasted my last year...
will i regret...
what if i do this...
will i end up here now...
But and yet again...
We must not be afraid of a BIG what if..
We must not regret...
we must not hover around the past...
we must walk on...
no matter how your last year brought you...
though rough n smooth...
i wanna tell you...
my friends...
In the words of liverpool...
You'll never walk alone...
So in advance...
I must do the cliche thing...
to wish each and everyone of u...
a glorious new year...

lots of things happened in this year..
the sad one..
yes..
indeed the saddest day in my life..
they day my mum left me..all of us..
to another world..
well..maybe it's a relieve to her..
where she need not to suffer so much..

If u ask the best thing that ever happened in my life this year..
it's MCR's concert.
yes..
the best day ever in my life..
their songs are my strength..

Went to mcr’s concert live in merdeka stadium just now. Damn. The show was effin’ awesome! My Chemical Romance is indeed the greatest band on earth. I really can’t believe that I could see them one day LIVE. Well although we’re not near and quite far. But we can still see them quite clearly. And luckily there’s two big screen there so that I could see their faces more clearly. Too bad bob bryar the drummer couldn’t come. Oh well, never mind, as long as I could see other guys, that’s enough. :D
Oh MY God is what I can say. Gerard is effin’ sexy as well as frank. He’s frankalicious. Yummy. And Mikey, oh damn he’s sooo handsome. For Ray, he’s darn good at guitar. Lol. I do miss them soooo much. Until now, I still do. One thing that make me remember what G said. He said “Let me see all of your faces.” Then he used a sexy and chilling tone “YOU GUYS ARE BEAUTIFUL.” Wow man! We cried like hell, screaming like out of control. I could have fainted if I were exactly in front of the stage. *drooling*
Actually I thought wai kuan’s not going today. I was like, what!? Oh well, okay then. But luckily by that time she reached hostel, she told me that she’s going. I can say, I’m so happy to hear it that time. Reached to the stadium around 6 o’clock. Then we waited at the D gate there. Hell, that was so unfair. Those people who are from red and yellow zone are able to get in earlier than us. Much earlier. Lucky people. They could see One Buck Shot and Pop Shuvit performing. For me,I could only see Pop Shuvit. :S Aiks, never mind if I could not see them. Cuz my target is My Chemical Romance. Lol.
It’s an amazing experience cuz it’s the first time I watch a gig show live! Some more it’s my favourite band, MCR! Bahaha. :D Although it was raining just now, and all of us get wet, we don’t even mind that. It’s so much fun! All of us are yelling and screaming our lungs out. But it’s worth it though. Lol. Gerard even said that they’re so call sex boys. LOL! He’s hot and damn cute when he was performing just now. He action and the way he sang. I feel like wanna go and hug him. Awww…… hottie…. Hehehe. Frank is so damn “yeng”. I do like to see the way he plays the guitar. So full of emotion. Where else for Mikey, he’s “gentle” , unlike Frank. The way he say hello to us is so cute. Again, screaming and yelling. Lol.
The boys performed songs like welcome to the black parade, the sharpest lives, teenagers, Helena,dead, I’m not okay, cancer, mama, disenchanted, famous last words, house of wolves, the jetset life is gonna kill you, dead, this is how I disappear, I don’t love you,heaven help us, bury me in black and so on. We’re so freakin “high” just now. Yelling and screaming non-stop. My throat still hurts now. Lol. But I don’t mind cuz I think it’s worth it. We sang along with them . Not sing but like shouting the songs out. Haha. We even put our hands high up in the air and sway along. Screaming. Unlucky us,we have to remain seated cuz we’re at the sitting zone. So we can’t dance and jump like wild around. Well, though we can’t but I was so happy just now. I smiled when I saw those hot guys. I acted so emotionally.
Too bad i feel like the concert ended too fast. Yup. Indeed damn fast. We haven’t enjoy ourselves enjoy and then came bye bye. All of us are like, what the heck!?? So fast??! I don’t feel like going either. I truly miss Gerard, Frank, Mikey, and Ray. Just wonder when they’ll be here again. So sad when G said those farewell things. Feeling like crying? Yup. I was going to. I wonder when we will have the chance to meet them again. When will they be coming back to Malaysia?? That time I will buy the v.i.p ticket for sure. Guess it’ll be years later. Sighs. :S
Ahh..i regret I didn’t bought their poster just now. Damn regret. Although I already bought tee shirts and a tag. But it seemed still not enough. I want their poster!!! Boohoo.. T.T
My Chemical Romance is indeed the greatest band ever. They will be my idol forever and ever. Nothing could take over them. MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE RULES!!!!!

Finnally. I waited until this time! lol.
Going to mcr's concert this coming sunday! hehehe..
Although the place we get is really far.. :s
I wanted to get the first place actually.
But the problem is my friend she caould'nt afford it.
Some of my friends said it's not worth it.
I know..
Oh well,as long as i could go and see them live.
Cuz i've been waited for so long.
:D
heard that they're arriving to m'sia tomorrow.
wish i could go to klia airport there.
hehehehe.

i'm going to mcr's concert and i'm gonna buy the tickets!!

oh yeah!
fucking kick ass! wheee!!!

this is another one of those dark periods in my life. try as i may, i can't seem to cheer up. even though my friend's mentos did make me smile, the smile was soon gone like dust in the wind. and once more, i was left all alone, moping about my plight.

the worst has happened. okay not really the worst, but almost there. and i'm not liking this one bit. i wanna study in overseas. like usa,or maybe europe or australia. leave this place and never come back.

WHY IS THIS HAPPENING.

i really really wanna move out of this country. like, seriously. things are pretty bad here. the grass really seems greener on the other side and i can't wait to be there. damn it, i can almost taste the american soil. oh, the sweet sweet smell of american grass, just thinking about it makes me all tingly. but i can't go. i'm stuck here. UGH.

take me down to the paradise city where the grass is green and the boys are pretty. oh won't you please take me home?

This is a seasonal affair,
So be there or be square.
'Cos the invitation said so,
So just let that ego go.

Bloody hell... That's all i can say. I'm so tired, because of homeworks and assignments. Everyday i'm like rushing aginst time, just to complete those assignments as soon as possible. Wow, hey...
Don't think it's one or two assignments.. but LOTS!!
Tons of them. From every subject.
I don't really have time to do my revision. And mid term exam is approaching soon. Hell man!! And yet i still haven't started my revision yet. NOT ONE!!
i wonder when all my assignments will end..
but that time is final exam already!! darn it!

12th of december..
my chemical romance is coming to m'sia!!
yeay!!
this is soooo kicking ass!!
gonna start to save money for the tickets.
of course..hoping to get free one if can. *lol*

Finally,new semester starts. What should i say? Happy? cuz i can meet my friends again,and "enjoy" college life? Or freaking out? cuz i'm gonna get my results soon. Pretty sure it'll be really damn bad,and i'm gonna doomed for that.Oh..welcome to my own grave. :S
Got my new timetable on tuesday.I can say finally..glad to see that i won't be having class on saturday. *phew!!* that means i still can go back to my hometown during weekends. aha!
Feeling relieved,i scrolled down to check my time for classes.but then!!oh my god!! although no classes on saturday,but then the time for the classes are really lame.. earliest dismiss time..3pm(still consider okay..) the latest dismiss time,8pm!!! (oh...wtf???!!!) thursday is the day for me to relax myself,go to pasar malam there have a walk and buy food which are tasty and finger licking good. But now,8pm dismiss time! and i can't go to pasar malam anymore throughout this semester!! what the hell!!! hey i really wish that they could change the timetable to a better one. to say obviously,a better and well organized one. duhh!! :(

aiks..no offense yea..grab this from my friend again.:S
teehee.. :/
this article is indeed touching and sad.
it remembers me about those old days when i'm in band. T_T
just wanna keep this nice blog only.
really love this one.
haha =D

当我还是小孩的时候
最快乐是你牵我的手
一起和着音乐自由的跳动
那么简单不需要理由

一年一年长大了以后
我们不再容易被感动
是否世界变了 你也变了
记忆中的旋律却依旧

温习回味你曾拥抱我
想念只在这一个角落
生命中最美最美的那一刻
笑容常在你我的心中
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－令我回味起小时候（可以说是读中学的时候〕的点点滴滴

－在 band 里面66个人一起面对的种种考验的时候

－赢了比赛抱在一起的感受

－赢了比赛一起感动到哭的感受

－一起暴晒变黑人，皮肤脱皮的感受

－纽到手，纽到脚，纽到腰的痛苦

－一起逃课的感受

－一起在礼堂睡觉的感觉

－压力大到窒息的感觉

－一起渡过的时间练习(好辛苦好辛苦但很有意义的时间）

－人生中走最后一次formation的悲伤感

－毕业退休离开 Band 的感觉（极度悲伤）
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还有很多很多

现在我们长大了，也离开了...
但记忆中的旋律，却还在....
永远永远..


令我想起了一个哲理....

“台上一分钟，台下十年工”





相信所有的朋友们，你们一定都有自己的旋律跟回忆吧...
让我们一起来分享这首歌吧！....拥抱我






T_T *sobs*

Just now i went through my friend's blog.
And i saw this.
Really damn touching until i feel like wanna cry.

凌晨的夜里
寂静无声
难免会有点忧伤...

八月十五的夜晚
中秋节的晚上

月亮格外的明亮
月亮格外的凸圆

你们是否也与我一样看见同样的月亮？
你们是否也与我一样想起久未碰面的朋友们？

好想念以前的欢笑
好想念以前的无知
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好想念以前的............朋友们



===== yeah...i MISS my old friends... ='(========

Wheee~ A very first blog of mine! =] Frankly,NOT. I have a previous one. But then it feel like shit and darn crappy so i decided to delete it and create a brand new one. Since i never updated it for a long loooonnngggg time. muahaha. x)
Well,creating a blog is kinda good. It's the place where i can dump all my ideas,thoughts,feelings,craps...bla bla bla... duh...whatever shit inside. bahaha. :D Most of my friends have their own blog too. And they've written so many things inside. I enjoyed reading their articles. Really. It's interesting. hehehe. :P They're influencing me to create one as well. hoho.
Erm..guess i'll probably use english to write my blog. Chinese? nah...too difficult n troublesome. hahaha. =) oh well,i'll try IF i can. cuz chinese words are INDEED killing me! :S


===okies...the end.===
p/s:THIS BLOG IS JUST A TESTING!


cheers. =]