Urgh. Hi December.
And I Am Waiting For My Reply!!
Argh!
My stomach just can't stop hurting. Stupid period pain. :(
That's why i said how good it is to be a boy. Duhh. :/
I wonder what the hell is wrong with the roommate. Can't she just use her headphone to listen to your kind of music? Or are you just trying to show off? If you are, Please, I Don't Fucking Need That. o0o.
Be Considerate, Can you?
Don't make me loose my temper. Cuz I am trying my best to control.
I hate you kind of "nice" music. It appears to be annoying to me. As in, Really Annoying.
And I want SILENCE in the room. Damn. >:(
By the way, Monday's gonna end in half an hour time. And Tuesday's coming.
Sigh. Everyday is like repeating itself again and again.
God.
D:
I'm so tired of these.
I need a getaway.
Or gimme a vacation perhaps?
:/
Herher.
I know i am day dreaming.
But you can see how desperate am i.
Dad just sent me the TOA thingy that they've faxed to him.
I was like OMGWTF when i open that.
I. NEED. TO. DRAW. ARTWORKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. FOR. THEM. !!!!!
W.T.H.
Gosh. I don't think i can finish that within one week. I got so many goddamm assignments to rush for i don't even have the time to eat, sleep and if i rest, just that few damn hours only. And now i have to do these? I don't think i really have the time. =/
Oh well, no matter what i still have to.
And if i'm lucky to get in.
I gotta be real prepared.
They got loads and tons of assignments. Even more and heavier than what i am having now.
Gosh.
D:
What kind of shit life i am and will be living?
Seriously i don't have any motivation to do any single thing.
:(
Aihhh..
Why life's like that??
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And yeah,
according to bubie, "Jalan Taylor's" gonna exist. Very soon.
Gosh. Can't imagine how rich is Taylor's College.
*Tengah Jealous*
Grrrrrrrrr....
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Anyway, i got a mohawk!
Wahahahah.
and it looks good on me. :P
thanks to bubie for creating that. <_<
Oooh. Seriously love this! :D
Why the companies that I have applied still haven't reply me?
I has been 2 weeks already. :/
I'm keeping my fingers and toes crossed here waiting.
Please reply fast, could you, you, you and you?
:(((
Feel so so much better and comfortable after talking to daddy :))
Thanks dad! ♥
And i am sorry as well. ://
Poookeeeee!!!! >:(
Urgh, sorry for the language but i am trying to express my anger over here.
Yesterday has already been a bad day to me and now today is the same old shit again!
Screw the statistics lecturer! Biatch!
I hate the subject and her as well before that.
And now, you are making it worse!
I hate you and the subject even more!
Screw you!
I basically hate maths. Ever since imma kid. My parents know that very well.
I brain gone dead when it comes to Maths. *puke*
I hate Maths to the max!
And i got no idea why the hell we have to take statistics when we are studying graphic design now.
Fine.
But then the lecturer never wait for the weak people. The asshole thought everyone knows! Dammit. And when you ask her again, she'll give you the oh-dear-you-don't-know attitude and face.
Like today, me and my group members got humiliated by her cuz of the group assignment. I don't wanna talk about this anymore. Makes me pissed off so much when i came to think of this.
And then, she asked me and other friend to stay back to calculate the mean and mode shit.
Hello! I don't ever like to use calculator to find all these! I use the formulae!
When we don't know, she gave us the shit face again and never taught us how.
You never know how angry i was.
I feel like strangling her that time.
God damn bitch!
I feel so guilty and bad whenever i came to think of this.
As in. VERY.
I don't know why. I just got this kind of thought.
This is the first time ever in my life i don't feel like studying anymore and wanna go to work!
D:
Feel so bad.
But then
Seriously, i don't think i can go through this semester.
I am very stressed you know.
I failed the Research Method last semester, which 80% of the students in the course failed that.
I have to resit this next semester. And i will be having internship and yet i still have to study!
Damn.
This semester, Statistics and Law.
Law i think it's still ok. BUT NOT Statistics!
I think i am so going to flunk the paper.
:(((
Frankly
I really want to get a degree.
This is what i want.
My dad wants that too. But i'm afraid i might disappoint him?? ;S
I want to have a convocation again. A degree convocation.
But then.
Thinking about all the problems.
I wonder is it a possible then.
I am not like my other cousins.
Studying masters, degree, and one even got the acca thing.
I wish i could be like them too.
:(((((
I really wish.
I am so fully stressed right now.
Piles of assignments are coming in non stop.
That's fine. It's the college life.
But what matters is i don't have the time to do my revision!
Almost everyday, i sleep around 3 to 4 in the morning. Or perhaps later than that.
I am worry about my health anyway.
Guess every students are living unhealthy lifestyle?
By the way
Even if i go to LJM to study for my degree next time, i will be doing thesis and maths shits which they got nothing related to graphic design!
What is the purpose for if you go to overseas for degree but you are not studying the subject related to you?
I don't want to pay that 40k for these!
Cuz i know i am weak in maths.
What if i can't make it for degree?
I'll be wasting the 40k man!
Now
I am planning my future.
Plan A, switch to other college.
Plan B, come out and work.
Sighs...
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Thought i can switch to The One.
But then, ya know...
:((((
Why Taylor's doesn't offer degree in graphic design man?!?!????
Darn.
Really wish that somebody could understand me man.
And how i feel right now.
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Sighs.....
p/s: to the company i've sent my resume to,
please please please reply me fast especially Leo Burnett!
:(((((((
Oh dear god please help me. Please!
:(((((((
I . AM. VERY. MAD. NOW. !!!!!!!!
God dammit!! Fuck you man, The One Academy. You gave me hope at first and now you blow it away just like that?!?!
Fuck you! This is total ridiculous!! I JUST WANNA KNOW WHICH YEAR YOU GONNA PUT ME IN AND THEN I HAVE TO PAY YOU 300 BUCKS FOR REGISTRATION!?!? Isn't that really hard?! Gosh!
NOW EVERYTHING THAT I AM HOPING FOR ARE ALL TOTALLY GONE!!! ALL GONE!!!
Cuz i am sure my dad wouldn't agree on that.
Fuck you, TOA!!
If Taylor's has got this Degree in Graphic Design course, I WON'T EVEN THOUGHT OF ENTERING YOU!!!!!
KNS!!!
o0o o0o!!!!
Boooo!!!!!
It's the end of Sunday. AGAIN!
Tomorrow's Monday. AGAIN!
And i will be looking forward to the weekend. AGAIN!
Damn. Feel so fed up. It's like a routine to me already. Over and over again, the same old damn shit. :S
Anyway.
I saw this studded bucket bag in Sunway Pyramid.
It's nice and i feel like buying it. Since all my bags are so worn out already. ;S
But then, expensive weh. 50 bucks for one! Gosh.
(It's something like that actually. The only thing is that the bag is full of studdsssss)
By the way, if you don't know, i actually LOVE studded stuffs. ;)
Oh ya.
And i want a country road bag too!
Nice eh?
Too bad this bag didn't sold in Malaysia! Only available in Australia onlyyyy! :( wth.
If i got this bag i'll stuff everything into it. And without worrying it will get overloaded or torn. This bag is made from canvas if i'm not mistaken.
Too bad i didn't have any friends in Aussie!
Arghhhhhh.... ;S
The One Academy rang me up yesterday.
Asking me whether i still want to en roll into their college or not.
I was like, wtf?!? Last time you keep on telling me that it's different i have to start all over again all those shits.
Of course, i did shoot the woman in the phone back, whom has counselled me last time. And that made her speechless.
Oh well, i'm gonna bring my portfolio and stuffs over, see whether i still got chance to get in or not then.
Actually i'm still okay with it whether i can get into The One Academy.
Still, i do hope so. But not as much as Taylor's.
You will never know how much i wanted to get in there. I wanted to get into Taylor's ever since i was back in form 3, after i saw their brochure.
And from that onwards, i kept on hoping and telling myself that i have to get into Taylor's.
It's real funny that a person that wanted to go to Taylor's ended up in Tar College wtf. herher. =/
Nobody knows that, not even my parents. Cuz i never tell this to anyone.
Now, you people know.
Come and think about it.
IF i am in Taylor's University College now.
I will be happy like fcuk.
I will be so damn proud to be a Taylorian.
I will enjoy college life as i will be having different college life.
I will be in an different environment.
I will enjoy everything there.
I will...
...
...
...
babble babble babble.
too long to write everything out.
Well at least ya can understand how i feel if that is true.
It's too late now.
Sigh.
Anyway just let it be.
Like one of my lecturer told me after he knew my prob. Move On.
Yea, no matter how sad am i, i still have to move on.
To the people who are studying in Taylor's.
Appreciate what you guys are having now.
You guys have to be proud of it and be happy about it.
Because, there are lotsa people who wish to get into Taylor's and yet they don't get a chance.
And, i am one of them.
FML.
p/s: to the companies i've sent my resume to, please please please reply me asap! ya know i want to get into the companies. :(
oh god please help me. :(
Seven Things She Hates About You
Guys, do you have no idea why the lady in your life is so steamed? Well, thanks to us, now you do. Here's a list of seven things you do that will almost always tick her off.
The biggest fight in my relationship has been replayed more times than I care to admit. It usually happens something like this: First, after 3 or 4 hours of silent abuse by me, my boyfriend starts to suspect something's up.
"I know you're annoyed," he says. "What did I do?"
"You didn't do anything," I say. "It's fine, whatever. I'm not annoyed."
"Just tell me."
This goes on for hours until I finally blurt it out: "You didn't introduce me when we ran into that guy you work with! And why do you need to go out to brunch with your ex?" Then I feel silly for letting such small things bother me, and we laugh and roll around on the couch and all is right again in our world.
But he raises a good point: Most of the time he has no idea of what sets me off. Which is why I've prepared this handy inventory of things men tend to do that we tend to find annoying. If you study up, you'll be able to stop repelling the women you want to meet — or aggravating the one you have. And we women can continue not telling you why we're mad, because we'll figure, "Hey, he should know already!" Besides, who said this would be fair?
Annoyance #1: You don't pick up after yourself at our place.
Actually, we really don't mind if you're a little messy. An empty beer bottle here or dirty T-shirt there — no problem. But when we start seeing pieces of you (literally) all over the place, we tend to go off. Like when we find toenail clippings on the nightstand or a pile of chewed-out sunflower-seed shells on the counter. Please clean that up before we see it and want to gag. And then we'll promise to be better about leaving globs of our hair in your shower drain. Do we have a deal?
Actually, we really don't mind if you're a little messy. An empty beer bottle here or dirty T-shirt there — no problem. But when we start seeing pieces of you (literally) all over the place, we tend to go off. Like when we find toenail clippings on the nightstand or a pile of chewed-out sunflower-seed shells on the counter. Please clean that up before we see it and want to gag. And then we'll promise to be better about leaving globs of our hair in your shower drain. Do we have a deal?
Annoyance #2: You focus on what we spend, but not what you spend
You ask how much our new haircut or handbag costs ... yet conveniently don't mention your sportsbook.com account or the $200 you lost on the NCAA parlay. Until we're sharing a bank account with you, we're not all that interested in your opinions on how we should or should not spend our money. And if we are sharing a bank account, here's something you should know: Reminding us when we're in the throes of post-retail bliss that we just blew all our disposable income for the month is not going to endear you to us. The perfect boyfriend response: "Wow, [fierce/sexy/hot] new [haircut/handbag/lingerie item]. I guess dinner is on me tonight!" Then wait a few days to bring up your financial concerns, by proposing we both start saving for something we want to buy together.
You ask how much our new haircut or handbag costs ... yet conveniently don't mention your sportsbook.com account or the $200 you lost on the NCAA parlay. Until we're sharing a bank account with you, we're not all that interested in your opinions on how we should or should not spend our money. And if we are sharing a bank account, here's something you should know: Reminding us when we're in the throes of post-retail bliss that we just blew all our disposable income for the month is not going to endear you to us. The perfect boyfriend response: "Wow, [fierce/sexy/hot] new [haircut/handbag/lingerie item]. I guess dinner is on me tonight!" Then wait a few days to bring up your financial concerns, by proposing we both start saving for something we want to buy together.
Annoyance #3: You talk to us as if we're one of the guys
If you have any romantic inclinations toward us, please don't call us by our last name. Otherwise we'll assume we've already been relegated to buddy status and start thinking of you that way, too. Also, you'll rarely find us holding entire conversations in Simpsons and Old School quotes. Similarly, we don't talk in numbers the same way men tend to. We're happy to see evidence of your improvements at the gym, but we really don't need to know how much you can bench-press. We also couldn't care less about your day rate, the price of your car, or the number of beers you once shotgunned in college. And fantasy-league anything will make us flirt hard with the waiter. No, the conversation doesn't have to be all about us, but we do want you to shoot for topics of mutual interest.
If you have any romantic inclinations toward us, please don't call us by our last name. Otherwise we'll assume we've already been relegated to buddy status and start thinking of you that way, too. Also, you'll rarely find us holding entire conversations in Simpsons and Old School quotes. Similarly, we don't talk in numbers the same way men tend to. We're happy to see evidence of your improvements at the gym, but we really don't need to know how much you can bench-press. We also couldn't care less about your day rate, the price of your car, or the number of beers you once shotgunned in college. And fantasy-league anything will make us flirt hard with the waiter. No, the conversation doesn't have to be all about us, but we do want you to shoot for topics of mutual interest.
Annoyance #4: You speak of the future vaguely
Men seem to have perfected a special way of talking about the future that makes it unclear whether we're a part of it or not. Or maybe you don't know you're doing this? For instance, you frequently mention your buddy's wedding in another state 6 months from now and you haven't asked us to go with you. Or you have a month-long international business trip coming up but haven't asked us whether we'd like to come for a weekend visit. If you picture us in your future, try talking about these things in such a way that we'll stick around for it.
Men seem to have perfected a special way of talking about the future that makes it unclear whether we're a part of it or not. Or maybe you don't know you're doing this? For instance, you frequently mention your buddy's wedding in another state 6 months from now and you haven't asked us to go with you. Or you have a month-long international business trip coming up but haven't asked us whether we'd like to come for a weekend visit. If you picture us in your future, try talking about these things in such a way that we'll stick around for it.
Annoyance #5: You stop trying
You have us as your wife or girlfriend. We're committed to the situation, and all is good. But pretty soon you stop trying to impress us — and we don't like that. "Now that we're married, he never tries to 'win me' anymore," says one friend. "If he wants to come on to me, he needs to ditch his gross dress socks and gym clothes and make an effort. Otherwise he ain't getting any. Also, there is less foreplay and it's more routine, which I hate. After seven years, a man's got to bust some new moves." Or at least bring back a few of the retired ones that used to work. Like simply bringing home a pizza, a bottle of wine, and some flowers when we've had a bad day. Bring back the woo. We want the woo!
You have us as your wife or girlfriend. We're committed to the situation, and all is good. But pretty soon you stop trying to impress us — and we don't like that. "Now that we're married, he never tries to 'win me' anymore," says one friend. "If he wants to come on to me, he needs to ditch his gross dress socks and gym clothes and make an effort. Otherwise he ain't getting any. Also, there is less foreplay and it's more routine, which I hate. After seven years, a man's got to bust some new moves." Or at least bring back a few of the retired ones that used to work. Like simply bringing home a pizza, a bottle of wine, and some flowers when we've had a bad day. Bring back the woo. We want the woo!
Annoyance #6: You turn down sex
When it so happens that we're the one who wants sex and you're the one who doesn't, we find your refusal to be confusing and irritating. Reassure us that we're attractive and that you love us, but that you just aren't in the mood. It helps to throw out a hint at what's going on — that you're tired, depressed, anxious at work, whatever, says Aline Zoldbrod, Ph.D., a Boston-area psychologist. That way we won't obsess or be too pouty or aggressive. If we happen to be fresh off a girls' night out, tread extra carefully. "In the mood" can change to emotional, crying wreckage very quickly when your girl has a couple of glasses of Prosecco in her.
When it so happens that we're the one who wants sex and you're the one who doesn't, we find your refusal to be confusing and irritating. Reassure us that we're attractive and that you love us, but that you just aren't in the mood. It helps to throw out a hint at what's going on — that you're tired, depressed, anxious at work, whatever, says Aline Zoldbrod, Ph.D., a Boston-area psychologist. That way we won't obsess or be too pouty or aggressive. If we happen to be fresh off a girls' night out, tread extra carefully. "In the mood" can change to emotional, crying wreckage very quickly when your girl has a couple of glasses of Prosecco in her.
Annoyance #7: You ask us out via text
Texting is fast and easy and leads to sexy banter — but save it until after the first date. Calling a woman to ask her out is much more personal. It takes more effort, which is exactly what we find so sexy about your doing it. Okay, it's an unfair burden for you, but it comes with an advantage: It makes you stand out from the mass of other men who text instead of calling.
Texting is fast and easy and leads to sexy banter — but save it until after the first date. Calling a woman to ask her out is much more personal. It takes more effort, which is exactly what we find so sexy about your doing it. Okay, it's an unfair burden for you, but it comes with an advantage: It makes you stand out from the mass of other men who text instead of calling.
"So many people are conditioned to communicate through text messages that to receive a phone call or even an e-mail feels like a generously romantic gesture," says Kristina Grish, author of The Joy of Text: Mating, Dating, and Techno-Relating. Another thing: Don't include us in any mass texts you bang off to half the female names in your address book at 10 p.m., expecting one of us to come rushing out to meet you for the night. "Women know when your 'plans 2nite?' texts are generic, and when they're intended to specifically address them," Grish says. "You have so few characters to make a succinct point, but tuck an inside joke or reference into the message to make it personal, sexy, and fun."
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