Today is the happiest Friday ever since i've started my internship.
Because today is a public holiday! No work! Yo ho! XD

Went to Sunway Pyramid, Sungei Wang and  Lowyat with bubie today.
Lowyat is so not my place. Hate it!
Bought a black colour nail polish at the Skin Food store in Sunway Pyramid. ( Again? I know i know. Just can't get enough of black nail polishes! Hahaha. )
Wanted to buy their facial masks over there. Cuz i heard their masks are useful. Oh well, maybe next time then. =|  Teehee. I am addicted to applying masks ever since the first time i did that. It's so so comfy and cooling when it's on your face. Lol.
And then, this is the most unbelievable one. I bought a pair of contact lens that last for three months for 50 bucks. Wanted to wear that like years ago, in the end, bought them few years later. -___- Don't even dare to wear them after i heard those 'stories' about contact lens. Something like the lens will move everytime you blink your eyes, it'll fold up in your eyes when they dry up(wtf!?), sometimes it'll goes up into the eye lid(omgggwthhh!!??)...yadayadayada. Thank to you, mister! -_- You know who you are! Hmph! And it's too late to return back the lens and redeem your money. Urgh. Will try and see how. Somehow, wearing specs makes me feel safer, for now, though it is very very very uncomfortable and inconvenient.

And yea, plan to continue my sketches tomorrow.
Oh wait, i might be going to that place tomorrow for inquiries. Dang. I wish i won't hear any disappointing and sad.
Omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg!!!!
So damn nervous right now.
As if my heart is going to stop beating. And feel like crying at the same time.
Wtf.
Anyway.
God please bless me!!
Please please please please pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
T__T

Went for "lou sang" lunch with all the colleagues today.

And i noticed that, not all the people over there are bad. Well yea, some are really fucked up.
But then there are nice and funny people over there too.

Can say most of them revealed their true self today. Hah.

Cuz there's this middle age malay lady. I never see her smile and to me she's pretty fierce and unfriendly, hardly ever see her smile.
But then, surprisingly, she asked me to follow her. By the time we sat in the car, she started to gossip and chat non stop. I was like, "Whoa, she can talk a lot!" And the most unexpecting one is, she suddenly flipped her hands and squealed, "Now i can buy my dvd!!!" Can you imagine that? Omg. =__=

This is the funniest "lou sang" that i've ever had in my life.
" More Money, More Wealth, More Health, More Food, More Holidays, More Cars, More Houses, More Girlfriends, More Boyfriends, More Children, More Grandchildren, More Husbands, More Wives, More Mistress, More Sex, More Sex, More Sex..."
What the heck.
=_______=
Can't help but laugh all the way. Even harder when they started to joke.

And of course, thanks to those that helped me on the food.

Lou Sang had made my day. =) Hee.

I am back in KL. =(((
Being back to school is somehow not that depressing to be back to work.
I'm not going to work today, cuz i'm sick. But i have to go to work tomorrow.
FML.
How i wish i could get few days more of the holidays.
Urgh.

Why am i the one who dislikes internship?
All my friends they do really enjoy. But NOT me.
=/
This, *coughs* has something to do with the company. Well, yea, heh.

By the way, Moustache and Triffle will be staying with me for the week.
Cuz somebody can't take care of them. Hee.
Oh well, i'm happy! :)
At least i got something to accompany me here in this quiet, dead room.
Though i have to use the landlady's fridge to keep the vegetables. And this is really scary. Cuz, imma afraid that she will think what the hell is that bag of greenish stuffs doing in her fridge and then she'll throw away. =/
Aw, hope this won't happen. =s

Also, the toilet bowl has gone "missing" from the toilet.
Well, actually the toilet bowl already had problem one week ago and now she only repair???
Why never get it repaired when i'm away??
T.T
How the hell am i gonna do my business?!?!
Please do get the toilet bowl installed BY TODAY!! PLEASE!!
Gosh!
Life is miserable without a complete, proper toilet too! 

Dang, i'm sick.
Sore throat, cough, flu and soon i think i'm gonna get fever.
=/ How am i gonna go back in a sick condition?
I still have to drive man!
Oh well, maybe i don't need to go to work on Monday then. Heh.
Cuz i'm so so so sick of that place. And yeah, doing the same old shit again and again.
Please, i rather go back to study life. Though i know i'm gonna be stressed.
But guess it's better than working, huh.
Stupid internship. Of course, thanks to internship, i learned lotsa things.

It's the fifth day of Chinese New Year! Still i feel nothing at all.
The relatives has already gone back.
Soon i have to go back to that place.
And continue with the normal boring life again.

Can't sleep yesterday though. Was thinking about how my future will be like.
And planning it too, of course.
Heh.
Hopefully what i am hoping for will come true.

Now i feel like starting a new blog.
The old one is just way too messy.
With stuffs loaded in it for like past three years?
Oh well, wait till i can get into toa, i will start a new blog.

Everything has to be done before mid of March.
Well, IF i can get in, i'm planning to stop my internship.
Come back to Ipoh, have a full rest, and ready, set, go for a new life again.
That is, IF i can lah.
Ahah. =|

Owh, and i wanna start a scrap book, soon! :)

Chinese New Year's coming! 

But still i feel nothing! 

Anyway will be going back Ipoh on Saturday 4am. Then when i reach Ipoh have to follow my dad to Penang. Sounds tiring, eh? Yea, it is. Tomorrow still gotta face the traffic jam thing, which, is a total disaster. Hopefully the highway won't jam around 4am or something. Can't wait to be back to Ipoh though. Will be there for one whole week! Yeah! :D Thank god the company allows me to take leave.

Just noticed that there are a few old college friends they are now studying in UTAR. Oooh goodness. I SHALL START AND FINISH MY SKETCHES AS SOON AS POSSIBLE! I don't want this one and only chance to slip away. Bless me, god. :(

It's has been a week since i've started my internship. Starting get used to it, perhaps? Or not. Just to know that, internship is not fun at all. Maybe it's because of the company? I don't know. All i know is, every morning when i wake up i will be in the most grumpy mood ever. And doing the same old damn shit again and again. Fml. I wonder when they gonna put me back in the design studio. Just because i am from Tarc then you all have to put me in the recruitment department. Fuck. Those Segi students they are able to do big projects just right after they got in. So not fair.

Fine. At least i get to know how's the real world like now. I hate it.

I don't wanna grow up. =(

Just got to know that there are 3 trainees in the company too. I thought i am the only trainee in the company and i thought they are permanent workers over there. =.= Well one chinese guy, one malay guy and one malay girl. They aren't that bad though, quite friendly, and funny. The girl is from UITM while the other two guys are from Segi college. Still, the design department still remain all boys cuz the girl is under sales and marketing. =/
Oh yea, speaking about this, reminded me something that happened today. Basically, those people are diploma, and i'm studying advanced diploma. But, what i learned are like their foundation thing only. Told them the subjects i learned and they were like, omg, you take this subject in advanced? We took this back in foundation. Can see their surprising expression, so obvious. ;( What to do, this is Tarc. Sigh.

I wonder when they gonna put me back in design department instead of recruit department. =S

Working is freaking tiring! Urgh!

Today is my second day of work. And i'm starting to feel bored and seriously i really hate working so much. It's like everyday you wake up around 5 or 6 in the morning. Get yourself prepared and then go to work, not to mention the jam here. Terrible. No matter in the morning or evening, the jam is really really bad. Never encounter such terrible traffic jam before so this is my first time. And yeah, reach the office you have to start to work already. 9 hours man! Fuck. Sitting there going no where but to face your computer and stuffs. Everyday i suffered from headache, neck pain, shoulder pain, back pain due to sitting down and facing the computer too damn long. Oh and leg pain too. Stepped on uncountable times of clutch and break.

Seriously this is the first time in my life working. And just two damn days, i'm starting to hate it. I rather go back college to study, for now, maybe. I'm so not prepared to face the world yet. Though i know i have to. =/ Still i wanna enjoy my life first before i started my working life. Thanks to the internship. I will cherish my study life even more. Working has got no life at all. All you need to do is work then come back and sleep. The next day, same old shit again. :S Duh. I'm so tired of this. Everytime i wanna do something i want when i come back from work, i just can't cuz i'm so tired. :( Oh well, maybe like the people around me said to me, you will get used to it. Oh god. T_____T!!

And..and.. Did i mention that i got lost twice in KL? First time is when i drive back here. I was following my dad but then i lost track of my dad and i go the wrong way and i got lost. Then the second one was today. I was so sleepy and tired till i forgot how to go to my work. Actually i got lost twice today. :$ The first one luckily i'm able to turn back to my house. The second one is terrible. I almost cried. Luckily i followed the signboard that writes Kelana. If not, i think i'll be on my way back to Ipoh or perhaps Shah Alam or Port Klang. Gosh. In the end, i manage to find my way to my working place. Thanks to the malay guy. And luckily i never listen to the cops. Peeps! Never ask the cops directions when you are lost! Cuz they give complicating roads instead of simple one and you might ended up worse. Like today, the malay guy told me that i have to stick to the left and when i see Shell station just turn in there straightly. I understand immediately after what he told me. But the cops, oh my god. " You U turn, masuk Kelana park, jalaan ke hujung sana, belok kanan, jalan lagi, belok kanan..." Wtf man. I'll be in no where if i listen to them.

Well i don't know what's wrong with me. Two days before my work starts bubie still teach me how to go to Kelana Square and i made it. But today, no. :( Hate the signboards here man. They lead you to no where.

Now, i am so looking forward for the Chinese New Year to come. Can't wait to get back to Ipoh man. I wish i could stop this internship and go back to Ipoh for good. Then only start college. Heh.

I miss home. :'( 30th of April please come fast i beg you!

I'm in PJ now. Damansara.

Guess what.
The suckiest thing that happened to me ever since i moved here is the internet connection!

Fuck.

Now i have to "steal" other people's connection.
Holy!
I wonder when i can have my own, normal, internet connection.

Oh yea, and having your car isn't that fun.
Have to face the stupid drivers on the road, reckless drivers, selfish drivers!
And you have to worry about your car's safety.
The petrol as well!
T___T
Now i know.

And..and..
I hate being alone!
I mean really alone.
Do everything by yourself and with no one.
It's like you really have to do everything by your own already.
Gotta start to learn to be really independent.
Gotta learn to grow up already.

I hate this feeling.
I really don't wanna grow up!
T.T


Anyway internship starts tomorrow.
Hopefully i can wake up early to avoid the stupid jam and to get parking.
Fingers crossed.


I miss home. :(

By the way thank you bubie for helping me these few days.
=]